Chapter 8- The Wizard's torment

Today has been a bad day, since 625am in the morning. You see, if you've heard, i've fallen once again into the abyss of affection, deep affection. I fell in once but using the Istari light and some prayer, darkness became light and i crawled out of the abyss. But now, i'm back, she's just too nice you see. Now, don't bother suspecting anyone because you shouldn't know that person. Only two people in this world know who, me and someone who's now very irritated because i keep mentioning her name. Ok, so yesterday night, i dreamt about her, not anything immoral, just seeing her, and i asked her if she would marry me! I forgot what was next but to my extreme disappointment and horror, i was awoken by my mum's calling. I couldn't believe myself and i was in disgust. TOTAL disgust, i couldn't believe it wasn't real. I mean, you wouldn't too, just the happiest moment of your life and you wake up, can you imagine the extreme feeling of disappointment, the huge overbearing feeling of loss? And so, i wanted to cry and kill myself.. That explains my bad mood today, haha, all because of a dream.

So today everything went as usual until i left the lessons to take photographs for ej for the Prefect's Investiture. I went to look for Mr Yeo and upon entering his class 3t2, the whole class invited them to sit down with them as mr yeo asked me to wait, because i was a little afraid, i didn't want to offend anyone, especially aaron, he always seemed nice to me.. So i sat down for a while and i was surprised at the difference between mr yeo teaching us and mr yeo teaching them.. haha, aaron could just go up and write the f word of the board and mr yeo would just say, can you stop that? So afterwards when Mr Yeo, me and widya got out, mr yeo told me i needed a tan, then girls would flock to me. I'm not too sure about that, i feel that being fair is the in thing among boys now...haha, i mean, you cant really make yourself fair can you? Even so, attracting girls isn't what every guy should aim for. I mean yes, we should make ourselves look good and look presentable, but not be too focused on attracting every girl. Just look good enough to attract your future wife..

So aish, instructed me to go in everyone's face and take a pic, and so i did what she told me to and got in front of everyone's face to take a pic, even mr boo's face. But i have to say, this didn't work too well as when i saw my pictures, because of the flash, his face appeared very oily.. so, hope mr boo doesn't blame me if the pics turn out oily in the vibrations, blame aish..haha

So i shall end chapter 8 here, hopefully i wouldn't dream of her as much because it would torment even wizards.