Fiery Anger
I had the worst ej meeting in my whole life.. well after the extra lessons i went out to eat witht he guys.. and i went back to school late.. mr yeo.. once again.. started talking nonsense.. full of nonsense.. i know he's trying to sound logical and philosophical but most of the time.. its nonsensical.. and it sucks.. because no one can win anything.. because he'll insist on some stupid point no matter what you said.. ''oh i had to eat lunch because i just had lessons.'' ''you know i hadn't drunk a single cup of water or eaten since the morning? Everyone was to make sacrifices okay hexun? I don't want to see people who are not committed to this project.. if so.. we can just call this off. " what a load of dung.. like i'll skip lunch for this.. lunch is important.. with a full stomach it can be a more fruitful meeting.. but to mr yeo.. for ej.. we have to skip sleep fun lunch homework and EVERYTHING..
Okay.. i can deal with that.. but then after that.. he wasn't happy once again because of our ideas.. Firstly.. he had already seen widya's idea.. so he asked for mine.. and i asked huda to give him the paper of my rough sketch.. Ohhhh.. then he started talking nonsense once again.. telling me ''you call this a storyboard?'' Of course widya drew hers so nicely and stuff.. then he hinted he liked widya's idea.. then keng jin started making me really pissed..Then mr yeo once again attacked me.. telling me ít'd be stupid to film us doing research and it'd be fake.. it wasn't even what i had in mind.. okay okay.. so i've lost.. He really spoke a lot of nonsens.. i just kept my head down and blocked my ears, not this time dan.. then mr yeo once again.. told me off for being unable to come to a consensus.. ''but widya wasn't there.. and keng jin wasn't there." oh yeah.. no reason is good enough for that guy.. saying i should have made a decision with the avaliable guys..
Like i was gonna be unfair and choose my idea.. then widya would definitely think i'm taking advantage because i'm the leader.. okay.. so after that i kept quiet beacuse i was raging already.. ok then everyone voted for widya's idea.. and after that everyone started apologising to me.. imran placaed his hand on my shoulder and said ''sorry ah hexun.. " everyone gave me those sorry eyes.. knowing i'm disappointed.. then widya had to break the silence and tell me, ''hexun you know what's your problem? you keep your mouth shut and you're so mysterious that we don't know what the f*** you're doing. "oh great.. thanks widya. I never said anything about anything and yet she thinks i'm waging war against her.. and she has to add in some vulgarities.. oh great.. the biggest misunderstanding.. Once again.. keng jin started pissing me off "i heard you pla y snooker hexun! "
Oh what's wrong with everyone? Of course i was unhappy that widya's idea was chosen since i think that her's wont work.. and yet.. everyone thinks i'm keeping quiet cause i'm unhappy that widya had won.. what's the big deal? I got scolded because i didn't want to be unfair okay.. that's what i was unhappy about.. mr yeo was being unreasonable..
I left soon after with teck to edward's house.. and we got lost.. lol.. When we got there.. once again i felt very unhappy. Because daniel was there.. Along with kenneth.. Daniel and kenneth are just like twins.. well keneth always seemed to have a tone of arrogance in his voice and what he said someone is insulting.. daniel on the other hand.. can't stay still and keep quiet.. always making so much noise.. and i really dislike that because it affects the people he's playing against.. i've said it before.. and i really hate it when he des it.. his stupid antics.. Its really irritating.. When he played teck siang.. he missed and he cursed and cursed and jumped up and said ''lose already la.. ''when that was only his first shot.. i was so pissed i almost asked him to keep quiet.. that will really affect people.. especially me.. being such an emotional player..
I tried as much as possible to avoid playing on the table.. firstly.. i had a headache.. and secondly... i wouldn't like to lose to daniel since he'd probably affect me.. so as much as possible.. i tried to stay on the sofa.. just looking.. and danile dominated as we played ''winner stay'' Even kenneth couldn't unseat him.. in the end.. edward did.. and it was really surprising he did.. I spent my day playing with ricky.. as in.. playing a fool.. and i realise.. i've found some one that's 10times more childish than me. lol.. ricky was ULTRA childish.. haha.. good thing he was.. it provided me great entertainment.. And he noticed i was keeping really quiet and he kept asking if i wanted to play pool..
Kenneth was dominating then.. and he invited me for a game.. i said i had aheadache but he just asked me to play.. and ricky said he wanted to play with me.. so i had to win kenneth.. lol.. well i did win kenneth.. and i played with ricky.. then played with daniel.. then ricky again.. before we went home..
It's been such a stressed day.. imran unexpectedly messaged me.. do i have to inform the people.. imran NEVER uses his phone.. even if i message him.. he NEVER replies.. he sent me a long message telling me to not be disheartened and not be sad.. i told him it was not about the idea.. it was just about mr yeo.. and he told me to show mr yeo how well i can lead.. and still direct widya's idea as well as mine.. well i'm not sure about that.. i am committed to this.. but i guess i won't skip lunch and sleep just to perfect everything.. well my thanks to imran for his concern..
Went back to central with teck and he waited for my bus.. and he revealedto me soo many secrets.. lol.. cool.. he never does that.. how nice..
At home.. watching tony drago.. i realised his play is totally like mine.. quick to decisions.. no hesitations.. he doesn't waste time.. his racks take as fast as 20 secs.. lol.. no thinking no strategies.. well.. even he plays faster than me.. but kenneth has highlighted to me before i play really quickly.. i think its important to play fast so thaere's a smooth quick flow.. and there's the feel.. taking time isn't my way.. i'm impatient and emotional.. if i play chao fong pang i'm probably end up in IMH after the match.. chao fong pang, nickednamed the ''cold face killer'' doesn't show any emotions he does look like as assasin and yesterday he and his opponent continually snooked each other on the number 3 ball.. which took them 15 minutes.. lol.. i'd die first.. he is so composed and so mentally calm.. i'd die playing with him.. or maybe end up crying.. he'll certainly twist my mind.. and that might be why drago isn't doing well.. he's awfully offensive.. like me.. and just goes straight to a shot.. and might result in many misses.. no wonder i'm not as successful as wei zhou..well i guess that's it.. i'm done.. i'm going to go on a holiday after all about eh video is done..
Okay.. i can deal with that.. but then after that.. he wasn't happy once again because of our ideas.. Firstly.. he had already seen widya's idea.. so he asked for mine.. and i asked huda to give him the paper of my rough sketch.. Ohhhh.. then he started talking nonsense once again.. telling me ''you call this a storyboard?'' Of course widya drew hers so nicely and stuff.. then he hinted he liked widya's idea.. then keng jin started making me really pissed..Then mr yeo once again attacked me.. telling me ít'd be stupid to film us doing research and it'd be fake.. it wasn't even what i had in mind.. okay okay.. so i've lost.. He really spoke a lot of nonsens.. i just kept my head down and blocked my ears, not this time dan.. then mr yeo once again.. told me off for being unable to come to a consensus.. ''but widya wasn't there.. and keng jin wasn't there." oh yeah.. no reason is good enough for that guy.. saying i should have made a decision with the avaliable guys..
Like i was gonna be unfair and choose my idea.. then widya would definitely think i'm taking advantage because i'm the leader.. okay.. so after that i kept quiet beacuse i was raging already.. ok then everyone voted for widya's idea.. and after that everyone started apologising to me.. imran placaed his hand on my shoulder and said ''sorry ah hexun.. " everyone gave me those sorry eyes.. knowing i'm disappointed.. then widya had to break the silence and tell me, ''hexun you know what's your problem? you keep your mouth shut and you're so mysterious that we don't know what the f*** you're doing. "oh great.. thanks widya. I never said anything about anything and yet she thinks i'm waging war against her.. and she has to add in some vulgarities.. oh great.. the biggest misunderstanding.. Once again.. keng jin started pissing me off "i heard you pla y snooker hexun! "
Oh what's wrong with everyone? Of course i was unhappy that widya's idea was chosen since i think that her's wont work.. and yet.. everyone thinks i'm keeping quiet cause i'm unhappy that widya had won.. what's the big deal? I got scolded because i didn't want to be unfair okay.. that's what i was unhappy about.. mr yeo was being unreasonable..
I left soon after with teck to edward's house.. and we got lost.. lol.. When we got there.. once again i felt very unhappy. Because daniel was there.. Along with kenneth.. Daniel and kenneth are just like twins.. well keneth always seemed to have a tone of arrogance in his voice and what he said someone is insulting.. daniel on the other hand.. can't stay still and keep quiet.. always making so much noise.. and i really dislike that because it affects the people he's playing against.. i've said it before.. and i really hate it when he des it.. his stupid antics.. Its really irritating.. When he played teck siang.. he missed and he cursed and cursed and jumped up and said ''lose already la.. ''when that was only his first shot.. i was so pissed i almost asked him to keep quiet.. that will really affect people.. especially me.. being such an emotional player..
I tried as much as possible to avoid playing on the table.. firstly.. i had a headache.. and secondly... i wouldn't like to lose to daniel since he'd probably affect me.. so as much as possible.. i tried to stay on the sofa.. just looking.. and danile dominated as we played ''winner stay'' Even kenneth couldn't unseat him.. in the end.. edward did.. and it was really surprising he did.. I spent my day playing with ricky.. as in.. playing a fool.. and i realise.. i've found some one that's 10times more childish than me. lol.. ricky was ULTRA childish.. haha.. good thing he was.. it provided me great entertainment.. And he noticed i was keeping really quiet and he kept asking if i wanted to play pool..
Kenneth was dominating then.. and he invited me for a game.. i said i had aheadache but he just asked me to play.. and ricky said he wanted to play with me.. so i had to win kenneth.. lol.. well i did win kenneth.. and i played with ricky.. then played with daniel.. then ricky again.. before we went home..
It's been such a stressed day.. imran unexpectedly messaged me.. do i have to inform the people.. imran NEVER uses his phone.. even if i message him.. he NEVER replies.. he sent me a long message telling me to not be disheartened and not be sad.. i told him it was not about the idea.. it was just about mr yeo.. and he told me to show mr yeo how well i can lead.. and still direct widya's idea as well as mine.. well i'm not sure about that.. i am committed to this.. but i guess i won't skip lunch and sleep just to perfect everything.. well my thanks to imran for his concern..
Went back to central with teck and he waited for my bus.. and he revealedto me soo many secrets.. lol.. cool.. he never does that.. how nice..
At home.. watching tony drago.. i realised his play is totally like mine.. quick to decisions.. no hesitations.. he doesn't waste time.. his racks take as fast as 20 secs.. lol.. no thinking no strategies.. well.. even he plays faster than me.. but kenneth has highlighted to me before i play really quickly.. i think its important to play fast so thaere's a smooth quick flow.. and there's the feel.. taking time isn't my way.. i'm impatient and emotional.. if i play chao fong pang i'm probably end up in IMH after the match.. chao fong pang, nickednamed the ''cold face killer'' doesn't show any emotions he does look like as assasin and yesterday he and his opponent continually snooked each other on the number 3 ball.. which took them 15 minutes.. lol.. i'd die first.. he is so composed and so mentally calm.. i'd die playing with him.. or maybe end up crying.. he'll certainly twist my mind.. and that might be why drago isn't doing well.. he's awfully offensive.. like me.. and just goes straight to a shot.. and might result in many misses.. no wonder i'm not as successful as wei zhou..well i guess that's it.. i'm done.. i'm going to go on a holiday after all about eh video is done..
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