Last Post: The Sea calls me Home

I have tried, and failed terribly to become one of them, i struggle daily over this evil in me, and i have failed, succumbed to its calling, even with communication with Him i have allowed them to linger, i have the others, the wise and faith-filled to learn from, them i can rely on, but the opportunities of reunion lies only in days of break. And while these days of hope come to pass, i eventually have to meet those that ensnare and corrupt my mind, making me one of them, they linger at the source of enlightenment. I had a choice to enter such a place, but i didn't weigh the consequences of the importance, that hinders me from that rightful path. I need God, i need a breakthrough...