Friday, July 28, 2006

I return to you at the turn of the tide

I'd like to address my previous posts for tons of misunderstandings flooded in, when i said i love girls with braces, i did not mean any girl in particular, please believe me, in fact, i only decided to post the previous post after i saw sharonyaa on the bus, she smiled and i realised that her braces really enhanced her smile, i immediately smsed robelle saying that all girls that wear braces really really look good, don't you guys think so? Anyway, many recent happenings, with the really fast advancing technology, where can lee hexun run? Last week i went to wei zhou's house, i decided to take several intimate pictures of myself, and before i knew it, teck and bluetoothed all of them to his phone and less than a week later, lee yen sheepishly came up to me and told me to check her profile, and when i did, i realise my face was just there, hahaha, thank you TECKnology!! Yes, i had a very happy and fufilling week, though we had to face the incoming storm of tests, we had our raincoats on and breezed through it. Except on mon when i got back my geog test paper, i almost fainted, and when mrs chow gave it to me, she said, '' its expected of you, i saw you losing interest in class. '' Well, yeah, there really isn't anyway to try to tell mrs chow why i hadn't got a good mark, i shouldn't make so many excuses, its time i blame nothing but myself, i'm wrong! But let me tell you how i wronged, well, i lost 2 marks to 2 mcq questions because i saw and thought differently. For example, i clearly remembered i wrote anticline for one question and after the test, i was happy cause even ray said he wrote anticline and that it was right. However, when i got the paper back, i realised that i hadn't written anticline, syncline, instead. The other one was the freeze-thaw thing, i also clearly remembered that i wrote that the temp fluctuates above and below 0 degrees, however i wrote that the diurnal range was high. Yeah other than that was that earthquake question, i didn't get full marks, i should've read more on earthquakes, i should have known mrs chow's style was to focus on the topic of less focus, and of course, the highly controversial last question. When i drew the diagram, i drew pressure, unloading and loading, and when i overheard what the guys infront of me were saying, they said the correct one was expansion, however, when i heard andy koh say that pressure was right, i was overjoyed. However, i got it wrong, andy asked mrs chow, he said she wrote it in her notes, she said both were acceptable but expandsion is a better choice. I wasn't very glad but i blamed no one, i'm still glad i passed.

Therefore, i have to apologise to everyone for giving the black face for that day, only at home did i realise what a mistake i made, it was time i stopped blaming everybody else and point the mistake to myself, and at home, i swallowed my pride and admitted my mistakes, yeah, that was why i was so quiet during pe, i was thinking about what mrs chow said to me. And its not the result that made me unhappy, it was what mrs chow said to me, she had absolutely no faith in me, i like her, but i was put in a really difficult spot, i shouldn't dislike her, it isn't her fault, but what she said really hurt me, nevertheless, i'll try harder and make her glad. It was probably because i realized my mistake which resulted in my happier mood the next day, i put the past behind, although going to geog lessons now is still quite painful.

Then on wed night, i went home late and didn't eat what my maid had cooked for me cause there wasn't really much and i told her to go out to buy me some food, when my mum realised i hadn't eaten, she exploded, and scolded me, and when my maid returned home 30 MINS later empty handed, she exploded again, more violently, my maid came home empyhanded, and she took 30 whole mins to do that, of course, i scolded her cause my mum was scolding me. She was unhappy. The next day our whole family woke up late, and i knew my maid did it on purpose, but i wasn't really angry, although i'd normally be, i decided to let it be, even if i was late i wouldn't blame anyone, i'll just write ''my fault'' on that red slip, what's the point of pointing fingers at everything even if you really weren't the one at fault? Humans are quick to shrugg off responsibility and blame. But surprisingly although i was 99% that i'll be late, i wasn't. That was thursday, and thursday meant robelle's present buying day. After school, i was waiting for that sam thing to bring me somewhere to buy some stuff, but they were all doing nothing, so i just called upon latif and yuan hong to just follow me since sammie was so reluctant? We, the country bumpkins were travelling with heavy backs to an unknown place, Plaza sing, ya la, we felt out of place, just not comfortable. And there were like 5-6 storeys and we went up and down like crazy, going to same stores again and again, we bough 4 seperate things 4 times at the same store! The cashier was like, '' Aiya you guys keep me very busy! Will i see you again? '' hhaa, i hope robelle appreciates her present(s), being guys, maybe we dunno girl's tastes but we took the trouble walking around with heavy bags and walking into girl stores, isn't that embarrassing? And after that, we had to continue our busy schedules, i still had piano lesson. Haiya, we spent so much, 60 over, 10 bucks on one card! It was a stupid card, it didn't even have much space to write on! From this day on, i proclaim myself to be the chairman and supervisor of the [BIRTHDAY CLUB] We've bought gifts for ALMOST everyone's birthdays, i'd like to proudly say, 95% of our clients, no matter how late we are informed. In fact, our latest was 5 mins, i think it was jy's or siang joo's birthday but we were just informed that they were cutting the cake at that moment, me and kenneth immediately got them nice gifts in less than 5 mins, how efficient!

So finally the busy week has passed, today i was exceptionally happy for i reason i shall not share with you guys, but yeah, after sch i gave robelle her gift and she was really glad, she hugged darren, not me =='( Then i went to safra... Now i know why Teck was promoted to CHAMPION, he really was one, i thought i had finally surpassed him, but he proved once again that pool is unpredictable, he beat me so many times!!! Yeah, then some guys from beatty came over. Then kenneth went over to their table to talk to them, it was Max, Daniel and Yap Yap i think, and kenneth asked them whether they wanted to play, then daniel said that he wanted to play with hexun! Lol, when kenneth came over to tell me, i was really surprised, hahaha, he specially chose me to play with! WOOHOO! yeah, kenneth said maybe cause he hadn't really seen my play in school. So when he walked over, i was finishing with teck, and i pretended that i was a total noob, that was like so embarrassing. Yeah, then i asked daniel how many matches he wanted to play, he said one. Then i set up the balls and i started to break, i miscued, hahaha, then i asked him again, i said race to 3 la! Then he said ok. Then i set up again, then i started to break, then i missed again, hahahah. Then the 3rd time i broke the pack really hard. Then when i started running the table did daniel realise his great folly, i was really having a great time there, i was clearing and clearing. Then teck came over and said, let him win one round la! Then i told him that if i did that i'd be wasting his money since i'd most probably win. And i did of course, i cleared him again and again, then out of the corner of my eyes, i saw two guys and they were looking at me, kenneth told me if we invited them, they'd surely play with us. So daniel payed for the table, and then kenneth asked the guys whether they wanted to play. They agreed a tag team match, race to 3, as usual, being friendly, i asked them what school were they from, they said they were from balastier hill, then we started, yeah, we didn't have much of a problem. In fact, i felt bad making them pay, when they paid, one of them patted my back and said, thanks, i said good game and bade them farewell, haiyaaa, they were such nice guys, maybe cause i first made a friendly approach. Then wei zhou arrived with darren and a new TPA member, borath, so i left for church.

Yeah, i had a better time at church, helping out at the student's centre, the guys just never make me feel left out, then the girls would be busily try to snap a pic with me, usually when i'm staring at the kids play floorball, then XL would stand beside me and ye would try to take a pic, lol, i find them really comical, yes, then i went home, what a great week!

Lastly, i'd like to talk about jia jun, i find that many people in the class dislike him a lot, but i feel that they guys shouldn't be treating him the way they treat him now, they dotted his shirt with ink, that's almost like bullying la, although he's pissed me off a couple of times, like when we were doing pe, and he was busy trying to swing his bat to hit the ball, i was sitting right beside him, and i was just waiting for him to hit me, when he did, but yeah, i shrugged it off, and although he's sometimes too much in his attention seeking ways, i do not hate him as much as the boys do, i guess religion intervenes, but really, everyone has a deep hatred for him, and sometimes, i feel he's quite a poor thing, spare a thought for him la guys, give him a break, he's been embarrassed enough in class, be nice to him.

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