My death nears
There's so much to do recently, put aside the exams and tests, i'm not interested in them, haha. Anyway, my PIANO exams are coming, although i'm lucky enough not to receive my letter, but i'm still gonna die cause i've totally neglected all my scales, i NEVER practice them, them as in even the pieces unless my mum tells me to, and when i do, i never practice my scales, so i'll have to get a good grade for everything and fail scales and still get to the next grade... I'm such a noob. Its so hard, i'm tired of practising my darn scales, i hate it, playing the piano is like playing soccer, i even sweat when i play the piano, cause its too fun.. And even if i pass my practical, there's still the theory which i don't even have a clue what's it about, since grade 1, i never never touch my theory, and i'm gonna die, i failed my grade 3 theory! Haha, what a joke, so i dunno how i'm gonna pass this time, unless i'm willing to do something...
Anyway, i've been really close to ray recently, particularly because i'm learning esp, and also because he enlightens me, he clears my fogginess of the world, of the people around me, although i'll still treat everyone equally, while he doesn't really like a lot of people, but he treats them nicer than i do.. And because of learning esperanto, he introduced me to his friend, joanna, who seems very friendly too, and i only met her once on msn and he expects me to follow me to meet her next week. Friend making is so fun! Anyway, i dunno what to do, being awfully shy, i dunno whether i should go a not.
And then there's the pool tournament, me and kenneth have discussed with mrs , forgot her name, the school counsellor and nothing seems to be coming out of it. I mean, i want a level champion, and then an overall champion, but we only have 1 week to carry out the tournament and having all levels is a headache. So kenneth suggested to leave out the sec 4s, and he was unsure whether to leave out the sec 1s, but the students the pool committee are teaching now are sec 1s anyway. Its such a headache, nothing'll come out of it, we might still have to meet all the class monitors to look at the interest level, its really difficult, not everyone wants to play pool you know. Then mrs counsellor wants to fight for 1 per class, to shorten the time, but i told her there might be conflicts. Like for example, for our class, there's me, kenneth and teck siang.. who to send? The winner will bring back glory, while the left out will feel jealous. And there isn't any team sprit, nor any of class sprit, a one man show isn't spritual at all is it? So no matter how much mrs counsellor proposed for a 1 man team, i made clear my stand of having 3 in a class, so its a real headache, we don't have much time, manpower and authority to do much, we're not even discussing as a committee, mr yeo, he won't do much of what he promises, haiya, but i really want a pool tournament..
Then there's the soccer, against the ncc lands. Then latif told me that we might be playing the full 90 mins, which might result in my unconciousness or even worse, death. I've never played an 11 aside 90 min game before, doing so will result in death. I mean i know i don't have to do much of the running but i do most of the spriting! And with a striker like darren partnering me, it seems pretty obvious that i'm gonna do most of the footwork.. So i'm gonna die, someone help me... Maybe if robelle will be there it'll help, haha, she'll boost my stamina surely!! Anyway, i'm pretty sure we can win, as long as we have the old 2e3 team inside any team, we're bound to win, haha, i mean, the underdogs will pose a real challenge this time, we're not gonna be steamrollered..
Its so boring, have a good weekend..!
Anyway, i've been really close to ray recently, particularly because i'm learning esp, and also because he enlightens me, he clears my fogginess of the world, of the people around me, although i'll still treat everyone equally, while he doesn't really like a lot of people, but he treats them nicer than i do.. And because of learning esperanto, he introduced me to his friend, joanna, who seems very friendly too, and i only met her once on msn and he expects me to follow me to meet her next week. Friend making is so fun! Anyway, i dunno what to do, being awfully shy, i dunno whether i should go a not.
And then there's the pool tournament, me and kenneth have discussed with mrs , forgot her name, the school counsellor and nothing seems to be coming out of it. I mean, i want a level champion, and then an overall champion, but we only have 1 week to carry out the tournament and having all levels is a headache. So kenneth suggested to leave out the sec 4s, and he was unsure whether to leave out the sec 1s, but the students the pool committee are teaching now are sec 1s anyway. Its such a headache, nothing'll come out of it, we might still have to meet all the class monitors to look at the interest level, its really difficult, not everyone wants to play pool you know. Then mrs counsellor wants to fight for 1 per class, to shorten the time, but i told her there might be conflicts. Like for example, for our class, there's me, kenneth and teck siang.. who to send? The winner will bring back glory, while the left out will feel jealous. And there isn't any team sprit, nor any of class sprit, a one man show isn't spritual at all is it? So no matter how much mrs counsellor proposed for a 1 man team, i made clear my stand of having 3 in a class, so its a real headache, we don't have much time, manpower and authority to do much, we're not even discussing as a committee, mr yeo, he won't do much of what he promises, haiya, but i really want a pool tournament..
Then there's the soccer, against the ncc lands. Then latif told me that we might be playing the full 90 mins, which might result in my unconciousness or even worse, death. I've never played an 11 aside 90 min game before, doing so will result in death. I mean i know i don't have to do much of the running but i do most of the spriting! And with a striker like darren partnering me, it seems pretty obvious that i'm gonna do most of the footwork.. So i'm gonna die, someone help me... Maybe if robelle will be there it'll help, haha, she'll boost my stamina surely!! Anyway, i'm pretty sure we can win, as long as we have the old 2e3 team inside any team, we're bound to win, haha, i mean, the underdogs will pose a real challenge this time, we're not gonna be steamrollered..
Its so boring, have a good weekend..!
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