Boring of the Wizard
uhh, slept at like one plus cause i was caught up with some new korean drama after the last one ended, to think about it, me and my mum have sat thru many many korean drama serials already, since the beginning of the year till now, but i like it, i just don't like having to wake up early for church. My body's broken! In the past no matter what time i slept it's just me to wake up at about 7-8 in the morning, and even if i forced myself to sleep more, i wouldn't, but now i just can't do it, i'll just pig in bed and salivate all over my bedsheet, dreaming my dreams, and when my maid comes in to call me, i'll just rudely shoo her away, there's something wrong, lol..
Anyway, i headed to church with quite a bad mood, shouldn't be that attitude, i guess i'll have to stop watching korean drama serials, but thery're too entertaining, once you start, you definitely can't stop! Then was tuition again, which was a huge bore, i mean, before my kid got a scolding, he was really naughty and stuff, but now he's just so quiet and obedient, i mean that's good but, that's too boring, i miss the time when i'm doing my stuff and i have to look up to give him a scolding, i'm a happy person, i don't get angry much, but i wanna get angry! But i guess its just happy anger, it isn't much of the really angry anger, but yeah, although its good i miss the fun, now its no fun, i was just hugging my bag and my phone and sitting there staring about, while he was busy doing the english exercise, time to time i'll just look over to mark his work and give him new assignments, sigh, a teacher would definitely love rebellious students, i'm sure of that! to think of it, it might also be for the sympathy the teacher can receive, i mean, if a teacher goes about telling people about their 'plight' of having such a rebellious class, they might just be trying to get people's sympathy, and make a big deal out of it, maybe if these teachers were given really quiet classes with really obedient students they'd be bored to death..
Not forgetting there ARE some teachers that vomit blood over their students.. then lunch, i know everyone'll hate me but, i didn't eat my packet of rice cause i felt it was too ewwey, it smelt really bad and i didn't have the mood to eat it, ah, i'm too pampered, remembering xl's mini debate with me yesterday, asking me if there was a need to compare us to like african people who didn't have much to eat, i said it only works, we only sympathise and realise the importance of food for a fraction of a moment, before we go on with our lives, because until we experince first hand what's it like to be without food, we'll never really appreciate it, there shouldn't be a need for comparison firstly because it does not totally change us and thus we have to conciously keep in mind the significance and the importance of food. Which is something i haven't got into my brain, cause i'm such a spoilt kid, i just take the food that's pleasant to my taste buds, which might explain why i'm so small sized, lol. Which leads me to think about casualties we read about in the newspapers, the relatives whom have lost their loved ones tell the people around the world to treasure your loved ones for you never know when they may be taken away from you, that's just something we know but can't follow. It's a simple advice, a common one, so simple that we overlook it, that's something we can spend a whole day nodding our heads in agreement about, but in the end, we still won't follow it will we? Some might but i'd definitely take it all for granted, wait till the day i lose something or i long for something i've lost that everybody was born with, like my eyesight, and i painstakingly tell the youths of the world to treasure your eyesight! people will listen, agree, feel sorry, then continue spoiling their eyes. Its simple, but why don't they see, we just can't do it until we experience it!
Singspiration was as great, that's why its called singspiration, never fails to inspire me, but it does only once a week, i get inspired once a week, that's not enough, i should help out more in church. Then was the publicity for gospel camp, lol, i wasn't part of it, and when i don't i feel bad since i'm in the committee, but hey, i did contribute, its time for me to get back on track.
Nothing much was left, just games and sharing, and about what part of our lives that we actually depend on ourselves much more than Him, not following and trusting His plan, well of course, everyone said studies, i was no exception, but i wasted the most time. I was saying if i didn't get into a good jc, i wouldn't be satisfied at all, althought they were telling me its God's plan, but firstly they should clear the misunderstandings, study hard, play less, focus more, do your best, THEN, the rest is God's plan, whew, before that i was thinking that whatever happened, its God's plan, lol, if i went home to tell my mum, that wherever i went to, its God's plan, she'll kill me, and that did happen.
I got home and ,'' ma, if i get into a lousy JC, don't kill me cause its all God's plan." as expected, she exploded, lol, yeah yeah i get it, study hard before you leave it all to Him, haha, that kinda made me feel easy, i mean, i was a little hard on myself cause this eoy i really slacked till the last minute, which rarely happens, but hey, what's done is done, i should be satisfied and grateful over my results.
Its such a bore, having nothing to do at home, hopefully i can get a movie to watch tomorrow. So i was pretty much staring at mid air when suddenly, i forgot how, but my dad pulled me up for a game of foosball, but it always starts because i provoke him, i taunt him cause 'now i'm better than him, but he refuses to believe he can't beat me, since he's so used to winning in the past, but ever since that period when i surpassed him, i've kept a 100% record. He pulled me up, got the fan out, took of his shirt, took of his specs, and started, ohh man, lol, i wasn't in the mood, but i shouldn't tell him that anyway, he'd think its just an excuse when i'm losing, and i was losing, like 7-2. So i cautioned him and i told him i'd be playing properly, and i just fought all the way up to beat him 10-7, haiya, he's so sad, haha. Then he suggested having a time limit and the one who scored the most goals within 10 mins and one half time wins, lol, then i told him, wah, then i can score 20 goals? 10 per half? Lol, then he kinda laughed at me and said its impossible for me to score 10 goals in 5 mins. Lol, yeah, i took up that challenge, and i really pushed myself to the limit, 'my striker is just unbeatable, then my striker gets a fast ball, my dad and i knows that the next thing we're gonna hear is the loud ''clang'' of the collision between the back of the goal and the ball, and i pushed myself so hard, i managed to beat him 10-1 in the first half!! lol, wow, then 2nd half he suggested switching place, since i always had the red team, then he said that might be why i win so much, then i agreed. Of course, playing a different side is a different feeling, but it affects the player no less, i continued to beat him another 10-1, hammering him with a total score of 20-2, now that's ownage! haha, he just totally gave up after i scored the last goal, he gave a huge sigh, and walked away, not even my challenges for one more game helped, but we both were already soaked to the skin with sweat..
lol, i'm mean, i asked my brother who's your daddy when he walked past me, then he told me to shut up, haha, then i said, i'm your daddy, cause i owned your daddy, haha... its BORINGNGSIAJAS:JSAh.. can't wait for school..
Well honestly, i won't be saying that during the holidays, in the past during the holidays is when i'm so overwhelmed with church folks, that i hate going to school again, especially if i go to a camp, or if we go holidaying with wei hong's folks, i'll be so hot, so passionate that whenever i wake up i wanna see the guys, its a different feeling when the ''school mood'' is on, the ''church mood'' is one now and frankly i'm kinda excited of its arrival because this year has been a largely ''school mood'' year, i can't wait for the holidays to start, by then i wouldn't be bored anymore. Remember the past year end of year holidays, when i'm fresh from an overseas trip or a camp, that i really cringe at the sight of my school bag, i'm always wishing on my own, ''c'mon uncles! one more dinner! one more hi-tea before the holidays end!'' wishing that my dad's great pals, my pals'daddies from church could arrange one more hi-tea or one more dinner, so that i can enjoy, so that i can love them more, before i got back to school..
Anyway, i headed to church with quite a bad mood, shouldn't be that attitude, i guess i'll have to stop watching korean drama serials, but thery're too entertaining, once you start, you definitely can't stop! Then was tuition again, which was a huge bore, i mean, before my kid got a scolding, he was really naughty and stuff, but now he's just so quiet and obedient, i mean that's good but, that's too boring, i miss the time when i'm doing my stuff and i have to look up to give him a scolding, i'm a happy person, i don't get angry much, but i wanna get angry! But i guess its just happy anger, it isn't much of the really angry anger, but yeah, although its good i miss the fun, now its no fun, i was just hugging my bag and my phone and sitting there staring about, while he was busy doing the english exercise, time to time i'll just look over to mark his work and give him new assignments, sigh, a teacher would definitely love rebellious students, i'm sure of that! to think of it, it might also be for the sympathy the teacher can receive, i mean, if a teacher goes about telling people about their 'plight' of having such a rebellious class, they might just be trying to get people's sympathy, and make a big deal out of it, maybe if these teachers were given really quiet classes with really obedient students they'd be bored to death..
Not forgetting there ARE some teachers that vomit blood over their students.. then lunch, i know everyone'll hate me but, i didn't eat my packet of rice cause i felt it was too ewwey, it smelt really bad and i didn't have the mood to eat it, ah, i'm too pampered, remembering xl's mini debate with me yesterday, asking me if there was a need to compare us to like african people who didn't have much to eat, i said it only works, we only sympathise and realise the importance of food for a fraction of a moment, before we go on with our lives, because until we experince first hand what's it like to be without food, we'll never really appreciate it, there shouldn't be a need for comparison firstly because it does not totally change us and thus we have to conciously keep in mind the significance and the importance of food. Which is something i haven't got into my brain, cause i'm such a spoilt kid, i just take the food that's pleasant to my taste buds, which might explain why i'm so small sized, lol. Which leads me to think about casualties we read about in the newspapers, the relatives whom have lost their loved ones tell the people around the world to treasure your loved ones for you never know when they may be taken away from you, that's just something we know but can't follow. It's a simple advice, a common one, so simple that we overlook it, that's something we can spend a whole day nodding our heads in agreement about, but in the end, we still won't follow it will we? Some might but i'd definitely take it all for granted, wait till the day i lose something or i long for something i've lost that everybody was born with, like my eyesight, and i painstakingly tell the youths of the world to treasure your eyesight! people will listen, agree, feel sorry, then continue spoiling their eyes. Its simple, but why don't they see, we just can't do it until we experience it!
Singspiration was as great, that's why its called singspiration, never fails to inspire me, but it does only once a week, i get inspired once a week, that's not enough, i should help out more in church. Then was the publicity for gospel camp, lol, i wasn't part of it, and when i don't i feel bad since i'm in the committee, but hey, i did contribute, its time for me to get back on track.
Nothing much was left, just games and sharing, and about what part of our lives that we actually depend on ourselves much more than Him, not following and trusting His plan, well of course, everyone said studies, i was no exception, but i wasted the most time. I was saying if i didn't get into a good jc, i wouldn't be satisfied at all, althought they were telling me its God's plan, but firstly they should clear the misunderstandings, study hard, play less, focus more, do your best, THEN, the rest is God's plan, whew, before that i was thinking that whatever happened, its God's plan, lol, if i went home to tell my mum, that wherever i went to, its God's plan, she'll kill me, and that did happen.
I got home and ,'' ma, if i get into a lousy JC, don't kill me cause its all God's plan." as expected, she exploded, lol, yeah yeah i get it, study hard before you leave it all to Him, haha, that kinda made me feel easy, i mean, i was a little hard on myself cause this eoy i really slacked till the last minute, which rarely happens, but hey, what's done is done, i should be satisfied and grateful over my results.
Its such a bore, having nothing to do at home, hopefully i can get a movie to watch tomorrow. So i was pretty much staring at mid air when suddenly, i forgot how, but my dad pulled me up for a game of foosball, but it always starts because i provoke him, i taunt him cause 'now i'm better than him, but he refuses to believe he can't beat me, since he's so used to winning in the past, but ever since that period when i surpassed him, i've kept a 100% record. He pulled me up, got the fan out, took of his shirt, took of his specs, and started, ohh man, lol, i wasn't in the mood, but i shouldn't tell him that anyway, he'd think its just an excuse when i'm losing, and i was losing, like 7-2. So i cautioned him and i told him i'd be playing properly, and i just fought all the way up to beat him 10-7, haiya, he's so sad, haha. Then he suggested having a time limit and the one who scored the most goals within 10 mins and one half time wins, lol, then i told him, wah, then i can score 20 goals? 10 per half? Lol, then he kinda laughed at me and said its impossible for me to score 10 goals in 5 mins. Lol, yeah, i took up that challenge, and i really pushed myself to the limit, 'my striker is just unbeatable, then my striker gets a fast ball, my dad and i knows that the next thing we're gonna hear is the loud ''clang'' of the collision between the back of the goal and the ball, and i pushed myself so hard, i managed to beat him 10-1 in the first half!! lol, wow, then 2nd half he suggested switching place, since i always had the red team, then he said that might be why i win so much, then i agreed. Of course, playing a different side is a different feeling, but it affects the player no less, i continued to beat him another 10-1, hammering him with a total score of 20-2, now that's ownage! haha, he just totally gave up after i scored the last goal, he gave a huge sigh, and walked away, not even my challenges for one more game helped, but we both were already soaked to the skin with sweat..
lol, i'm mean, i asked my brother who's your daddy when he walked past me, then he told me to shut up, haha, then i said, i'm your daddy, cause i owned your daddy, haha... its BORINGNGSIAJAS:JSAh.. can't wait for school..
Well honestly, i won't be saying that during the holidays, in the past during the holidays is when i'm so overwhelmed with church folks, that i hate going to school again, especially if i go to a camp, or if we go holidaying with wei hong's folks, i'll be so hot, so passionate that whenever i wake up i wanna see the guys, its a different feeling when the ''school mood'' is on, the ''church mood'' is one now and frankly i'm kinda excited of its arrival because this year has been a largely ''school mood'' year, i can't wait for the holidays to start, by then i wouldn't be bored anymore. Remember the past year end of year holidays, when i'm fresh from an overseas trip or a camp, that i really cringe at the sight of my school bag, i'm always wishing on my own, ''c'mon uncles! one more dinner! one more hi-tea before the holidays end!'' wishing that my dad's great pals, my pals'daddies from church could arrange one more hi-tea or one more dinner, so that i can enjoy, so that i can love them more, before i got back to school..
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