Monday, October 30, 2006

The Wizard's Achilles heel: his stomach

My stomach's really really really really killing meee.. i have stomach cancer!! nooooooooooooo.. i'm doing this post because i realised blogger is working already. Finally! Woke up at 1030.. my goodness, no time to play at all! Since i had to meet teck at 12.. So i only played cs for a while and dressed and met teck at central.. Tpa cup today, i just went because i don't want guys like kenneth to curse me.. lol, they have been unable to hold the Tpa cup because their beloved shark, yours truly, didn't bother to go to his house at all.. lol, then master keeps saying, no Tpa without the sharky, haiya, later kenneth not happy.. lol, in fact, i was wondering if i could skip it yesterday night.. but since teck was going too.. i just went..

Sigh, such a boring day.. the first few matches i already played with wei zhou.. and i won him a few times.. haha, wei zhou was just, amazed.. And he suggested we'd start the Tpa cup, and he grouped me and him together.. lol, early exit for hexun! haha, but surprisingly i didn't complain much, i had nothing to lose anyway.. haiyo, just a stupid mini tournamant.. haha.. i lost by a small margin.. and i just sat down, and stared at thin air.. Wei zhou was pretty amazed, he suddenly said, ''hexun, i promote you to master.'' and he was darn serious about it.. lol, i didn't even dare to hold that position, i just kept asking.. what? promote me to what? lol.. he was super super serious, and he asked the others whether i played like that at safra.. actually.. i don't think so.. i guess because i'm super comfortable with my cue, which was there and because its easier with a 7 feet table.. teck said yes.. and he really promoted me.. but i was too cowardly to take that high position.. i mean, deep down i know i'm so far from wei zhou, its not time for me to be one yet.. so i said no.. that was it..

For the rest of the day, i just did nothing much, played ps2 for while, and more of pool.. and then i got out at like 6 and got to central once again for dinner... have to go to school to discuss dargon kiln.. oooo, i love my hols! haha..

Sunday, October 29, 2006

The Wizard's frailty

Woke up feeling so tired. because i stayed up late to watch lovers in prague.. lol, quite a new korean drama on channel 55. It isn't especially good, but hey! Korean dramas are korean dramas! haha.. My body is sooo broken.. lol, its after the exams, and i seem busier than when the exams are arriving.. In the morning, got to church.. and i started messaging people over the Dragon Kiln project. Mr yeo didn't really get me to do things, which worries me. I don't want to end up with nothing and all the blame goes to me. I want SVA Gold. Then there's the tau sar pia advertisment to worry about, knowing wei zhou, he'd probably not do much, and i'm afraid we'll end up not doing it, which is terrible, cause i want a gold too.. lol.

Tuition.. sigh, jing yang pointed out that my teaching methods weren't fun enough, that i should make a story out of everything, i'm not a genius, lol, he can really make a story out of everything, and he's teaching math? lol. I just went back to my old habits, but hey, i'm a good teacher okay!

That was about it, my stomach was just giving me loads of trouble, intermittent pains. Then sharing.. sigh, o'level blues.. haha, for my friends.. its really painful to see everyone so carefree and relaxed while they have to rush for time, its so sad.. but i guess when they explode, they'll do it with a bigger bang, we can just imagine how we'll explode after the o'levels, no sleep, no food, game game! Play play! But i really admire Vivian for skipping her higer chinese extra lessons for church, besides, it was her final and most important lesson and her higher chinese exams were tomorrow, she did struggle a bit but came to a decision to choose God over her studies, besides, He provides the results. Wow, that's an admirable thing to do, i myself am not sure if i'd do that.

Thought it'd be a pretty normal day when i was called up for a meeting with some people.. i was wondering what kinda meeting it was gonna be. When i met the people, yan heng handed me a thick stack of papers, ''this is your script." lol, another act!! Lol, and its a really big one this time, he says its gonna be 45 mins long, which is really long for our usual short films. Lol, and everything was in chinese.. I have to be an extreme gamer, play pool, play x box, all day long.. lol, and they wanted to do some extreme makeover, they said my clothing wasn't enough, although i do look a little gangster with my pendant. Sat through the whole meeting which lasted like 2 hours, its gonna be a cool project.

Sigh.. i've been acting and filming so much.. wonder when am i ever gonna get an oscar.. LOL.. went home with a headache.. lol, there really are a lot of things to have a headache over, i'm still working on the story for the Dragon Kiln.. it's killing me.





Video on studying tips my pub com.. hilarious..

Saturday, October 28, 2006

My new apprentice


















I am the Master.. i'm the jedi masterr.. call me jedi master!!! And i've managed to steer one promising youth to hexun's side! wahha.. my new apprentice shall assist me in the foundation of my new empire! wooohoo!! Who now has the power to stand against the union of the two heroes? There are none.































Profile of New Apprentice

Name: Darren Lim from the planet sun
Age: 20120002020202020202200202002
Prowess: Can cause severe damage when wields a lightsabre





Master Hexun: Darren shall hereby be known as.. Darth Darrey! Rise Darth Darrey!

Darth Darrey: (grunts) grrhahrahruh.. thank you master!!!





I'm bored =)

The last knot is undone

today's piano theory exam day!!! YAY!! woke up in the morning, ate breakfast, bathed.. and got out in a cab to MDIS or is it MIDS unicampus.. all aloneeee.. when i got there. waaaa, i didn't even want to get out of the cab, it was filled with peeople.. many many peeople.. so i got out and just walked about.. till i found my examination room..

There, i had to wait for like 30mins.. all aloneee.. and i looked about.. kids with parents.. kids with parents.. but, where's my daddy? Where's my mummy? aww, i felt soo orphaned.. haha. First time alone anyway, in fact, i was surprised i never complained that my dad couldn't fetch me.. when they told me about the exams.. i just nodded and grunted and got back to what i was doing.. i'm finally independent!! woohoo! And i was so darn bored standing alone messaging sammie, i almost wanted to speak to a guy beside me. lol..

Anyway, i got in soon and sat beside a pretty girl.. haha, and started the most enjoyable 2 hours of my life.. yeah, the paper was quite easy.. for the first time.. i KNOW how to do theory! i guess i can pass it.. i better! If i don't, i needn't jump from any building because my mum'll kill my anyway.. and i finished it in an hour... left early cause i was starving already...

YAY! Its over! The last knot is undone!! No more left! Time to focus on o' levels! hahaha..



Special thanks to Master Sammie for teaching me and allowing me to understand theory that i've never been able to understand all my life..

Friday, October 27, 2006

Fiery Passion

Friday, woke up forgetting that school's no more.. so i walked about the house.. just to get money from my dad.. lol. Spent the morning trying to do something.. trying to load gunbound on the laptop so i can play with yuan hong.. but to no avail.. so it was pretty late.. i quickly got dressed and ran out of the house.. i was late.. so i had to zooooom all the way to church.. Lol, reached there just on time.. and me, xl, waiyee, and meifeng started on our perilous journey all the way to pasir ris mrt.. along the way i started getting worried.. lol, what if jy wasn't going, then i'll be the only guy there.. i was assured he was..

So anyway, i just kept quiet and followed them.. was about to buy food when i saw jy sitting alone eating.. lol.. that was about it.. we got to pasir ris beach thingy place.. and we looked about.. thinking how the actual day would be like. It was pretty good.. the maze.. i can't wait for that day to come.. there'll be so much fun..

spent the rest of the day looking about at the different places.. and got back to church again. i felt very bored at first.. but when i entered the church.. and the cheerful greeting i received from the people.. lol, i just felt so in love again..

talked a lot to pf, went for dinner, and dad fetched me home.. and it was on the car, when he reminded me.. that i realised i have my piano theory exams tomorrow.. haha, i was half asleep when he mentioned it and i jumped up.. ohhh nooooooooo.. lol, i better start doing something.. if i fail i'm dead..

Publicity for life's codebreaker is just great.. pub committee have done a great job.. haha, which means me too.. haha, i totally love the video..

This should be one of the first most boringest posts on my blog.. i'm tired of brainstorming for nice stuff to write on nice post days.. this post is specially meant to bore to death those already bored.. besides.. the purpose of blogs weren't to bring entertainment.. =)

Thursday, October 26, 2006

The Brotherhood

No one's online, probably because today's the last day of school, most of the people are probably spending the whole day outside with their dearest friends.. i'm no exception.. lol.. nah..Who said thursdays are a bore??! Well, i always thought so.. since thursdays are piano days, and i always have to head home before 4.. and can anyone imagine how painful it'll be especially since today is the last day of school? MYGOODNESS! i mean, i can't stay out late at all!! my my my.. being the last day of school, i have to be couped up at home studying theory, in fact, i thought of calling my teacher to move it to friday, but sigh.. that'll be difficult..

Anyway, today was a GREAT day, nothing was planned, all i ever planned was to die of boredom at home.. yeah, since the morning, where I had to RUN all about as the monitor of 3e2.. well, i'm the only surviving monitor, and i had to do all the work.. Firstly, had to get school mag, then the beatty vibrations, and the trophy for being the most active class.. thankfully i had help from some of the guys, who got the school magazine and the year book for me.. so i was left with only the collection of the trophy in front of the whole school.. lol, if kenneth were still the monitor, he'd surely do that.. he's a crowd pleaser.. i bet he'd do some hardo gay stunt on the stage.. so today i got my first taste of what going on stage was like.. Oh, thinking about it, i feel very stupid not going up on stage thrice.. I could have, if i didn't scratch on the black, we would have won the pool tournament.. if i didn't fall sick due to the haze on softball team, i could have gotten a silver medal.. and being the monitor and since kenenth wasn't one anymore, i'd also have to collect the trophy for being the most active class.. 3 trophies!!! But i ended up collecting just one.. ='(

That was morning, besides that supremely boring LEAPS briefing, which i feel sorry for all those non ccaers in my class, like teck.. haha, he's helpless, can't do anything anymore.. at least i'm in the middle of something in ej, and being the leader for the documentary for the SVA, i'm gonna lead the team to gold.. i must, at least i can do something about my cca points, non ccaers can't do a single thing.. only half a year left..

Soon recess and stuff was over.. and we got our class tees that were given by the school.. yuck, thought it was some impressive thingy.. but it was just a blue shirt.. yes, not long later.. report books were out.. sigh.. once again.. ms tuan just told me my results were very average and i have to press on.. i know i know.. i'll try to put in more effort for the impending o's.. Yeah, the results were really very average.. haha, and then.. bell rang and that was it.. for year 2006 in beatty secondary..

It was really really really boring in the canteen, no one was there. The girl guiders had camp, and some of the people were affected by their results, and weren't their happy selves.. sighh.. so me and teck, we got some cash from some people and headed to safra alone.. lol, its really really really sickening.. to have to spend a day with just one guy, when its like.. the LAST DAY of school.. yeah, moreover, we're spending this beautiful day at safra..

My favorite snooker table was booked.. so we settled for pool.. and because of me, we lost one dollar.. lol.. before we got there, i was telling teck that we could wear that class tee the school gave and save 50 cents per shirt.. then he said the school logo was upfront.. and then i said we've cover it with our bag's straps.. lol, cause teck wore it there, he had it covered.. now i was still in my uniform.. and i thought the lady already knew we had clothing.. so i just put it on.. then she saw the logo.. arghhh!! haha, we had to fork out an extra 1 dollar for two shirts.. yeahh.. playyed a lot a lot a lot of pool.. started very slowly and lousily, but then began to feel used to it. but we were worried for we had limited resources.. firstly, i couldn't find my wallet this morning, so i think i lost it.. and teck didn't have much cash.. so we were hoping some TPAer would come to our rescue somehow.. kenneth came a while later.. then daniel.. so we got some money and paid and left at 4.. sigh.. for piano..

But since i was in a pretty generous mood and teck wasn't rushing anywhere, he requested that i'd go to the interchange.. and so i did.. we walked, and i head someone shouting something.. but i didn't bother.. since it didn't sound anything like my name.. but then teck suddenly shouted.. ''shark shark! where? where?'' lol, i was kinda embarassed, i thought he was making fun of some guy.. haha, then he suddenly shouted then i felt kinda awkward standing besides him.. so i looked back too.. until i saw wei zhou and darren emerge from behind..lol.. he had been calling ''shark''.. and i didn't even hear.. or bother to hear.. lol.. so wei zhou and darren were just idling around with nothing to do, and i told them i'd be leaving taking a bus, so they followed...

They followed me all the way to the 163 queue.. talking about stuff.. then suddenly, wei zhou suggested going to my house.. then darren too followed.. lol.. i totally objected.. i mean, my house is soooooooo boring!!! Besides, i don't have the computer or whatever ready.. but wei zhou just kept saying its not for the playing of whatever, he just wanted to see for 5 mins and go off.. then he just asked yes or no.. i just let it hang there, not giving him any answer.. but darren was super keen on going.. i just covered my ears and walked to my bus as it arrived..

Lol, when i got up on the bus, i looked back and realised darren and wei zhou got up too.. hahahha.. i was so shocked they'd follow me.. oh my goodness.. and thankfully they did too because the bus driver requested to see my ez-link if not i had to pay the adults fare, and i only had 60 cents on me.. waoow.. luckily they were there to help me.. and yeah.. on the bus.. wei zhou was talking a load of nonsense..cause i said there was nothing in my house.. then he said... nothing is good, because when there's nothing, there are no troubles and no worries.. just nothing.. its peaceful and good and stuff.. yeah nonsense.. i'm sure they'd be bored to death..

So we walked all the way home.. and i switched on the tv and brought them up to show them my lightsabre.. lol, what else? i mean, they have nothing to do, and i have lessons.. so keep them preoccupied! Lol, and they were in awe.. so i got down to my lessons.. stole some time to check on them making sure they weren't knocking it against some pole.. and i found darren posing with the lightsabre with wei zhou taking pics with his phone.. lol.. so i entrusted my precious sabre to them and got down to continue my lessons.. throughout my lessons i kept wondering what they were doing.. and you know how difficult is that? To be excited because you have friends to entertain but yet you have no choice but listen and sit beside your teacher and listen to her explain theory.. luckily i only had 1 hour of lesson time left.. yeah, and i heard the collision of pool balls.. good, at least they were doing something..

One hours flew by and i got up, to find them trying out the foosball table.. lol, the first thing i shouted was.. ''no spinning the rods!!!'' haha.. it was good to see two of em fighting out.. and i, of course, was itching to show em the prowess of the master.. hahahaha.. and then, i noticed darren had one hand on his goalkeeper.. lol, that's wierd.. how come an amatuer (i assumed him to be one) knew he had to keep his hand there? lol, so i asked him, and he said he read my blog =)), haha, anyway, he said he only read one sentence which turned out to be that.. haha, and he remembers!!!

Yeah, so i paired wei zhou and darren up.. haha, totalllll owwwnnagee.. haha, thrashed them 10-2 i think, could have been 10-0 if i counted 2 balls that i scored luckily.. yeah.. definitely, it was difficult to keep up with my pace, since i'm so experienced.. they totally had no control at all.. and whenever my striker got the ball, it'd be a goal.. lol. Even i was impressed, i didn't know i could play that fast.. lol.. yeah, the game was really really intense..

Lol, darren was the only one who was really keen on beating me.. haha, he really studied how i played and really took steps and measures to try to keep the ball away from my strikers.. haha.. and when my strikers did get the ball, he'd say, ''omg omg!'' something along that line.. yeah, i felt proud to be able to be looked up upon as a master.. haha, wei zhou could finally give me that pathetic face of his.. i rarely see that face since he beats me in pool most of the time..

Played many more games with them.. especially fun ones were with wei zhou.. cause i could thrash him 10 nil.. haha, i immediately scored when he placed the ball in.. haha, its difficult to play at first.. really quick reflexes are needed.. and since my reflexes where already at lvl 100, it is pretty easy for me to switch positions and score right when the ball is still a while blur.. lol, so they spent lots of time studying how i played.. and they tried learning how to pass between the strikers and shoot with precision.. and they brought up a point which i never even considered.. they realised it isn't so easy to shoot the ball into the goal.. much accuracy is needed.. and i realised i could just shoot all the time.. lol.. even at fast speeds.. ooo, practice.. really makes perfect.. haha, then my parents came home and my dad came over, asking for a doubles.. and i told him no cause i owned them enough.. haha

So we were just resting and wei zhou requested for me to dedicate a piano piece to him.. lol, so we got down and it was like some dedication thingy.. haha, they just kept flipping over my scores and books and kept placing them over my scores and asked me to play this and that.. lol.. yeah, we had a great time.. haha, singing can you feel the loveeee.. awww, with wei zhou's low voice and darren's high voice, and the piano, just perfect.. lol.. then wei zhou kept saying, ''last song la last song..'' lol, that sounded quite familiar.. like in pool, always playing the last game.. and i did play the last song he picked.. which turned out to be a really sad song.. i never realised i had so many nice songs.. i only played those i knew by name to be nice.. waow..

So at 7 plus they left my house.. and i accompanied them all the way to the bus stop.. till 163 came.. and darren reckoned he left my house way tooo early.. haha, he never wanted to leave my house.. maybe one day i should make my house much more entertaining, so much so i'd be a total playground and the kids will never want to leave that wonderful haven..what a great day! haha, tomorrow'll be greater!! and monday will be even greater!! the TPA cup!! oooooooooooo.......

Saturday, October 21, 2006

The Brotherhood and its Tyranny

Today, i awoke cause of my piano teacher, she called to ask me why i wasn't at her house yet, lol.. its 9 in the morning! Yeah, i was supposed to.. but luckily the scheming me set up a secret special meeting with sammie to learn all the secrets, and i told my teacher i do not need her service anymore.. wa lau, then she wasn't convinced, she asked me how many sharps for b minor.. or flats? haha, i counted 5 and told her that, then she was like, wrong! Then she asked me how many so fiercely, so i just put my phone on the table and went back to sleep.. i really don't wanna be mean...but, she should believe me.. haha..


Anyway, after my lunch, my mum asked me if i wanted to go to thomson plaza to restock, i said i was too tired and i wanted to sleep, lol.. so while i was lazing on the sofa, wei zhou smsed me again and telling me that the HQ would be open from 2-9pm.. lol You see, i don't have much time before the holidays start.. and when they do, i'd be too busy with church stuff i don't even have time to breathe, lol, i'm already involved in two event committees and there were already so many many meetings since the beginning of the year, imagine how chaotic it'd be when the date of fun nears..


I took up this other chance and agreed once again, and proving once again, that i'm not a go outer cause wei zhou was shocked once again.. Lol, i went online to beg teck, but he couldn't so i told darren about it and when i first told him i was going, he was shocked too. lol, and he was darn excited..

I bathed, went down to wax my cue, and got to wei zhou's house.. my, when everyone inside saw me, they were so happy, haha, i guess its just surprising to see their sharky there.. i mean, out of all in TPA, i think i'm the only member who doesn't go or refuses to go to here and there all the time, unless its like after school and i have time to kill and i'm free, and that's like, one in a million times.. Yeah, i always reject them.. even teck goes out with them much more than me, i'm just a lazy bum who isn't addicted to pool..

So i got there and started playing.. haiyo, so boring, being there was just as boring as staying at home.. Kenneth didn't even play pool at all, he stopped after i arrived and stuck to wei zhou's ps2 and played final fantasy. And wei zhou guided him.. so daneil played with me for awhile.. And honestly, no matter how much i try to deny it, daniel has made remarkable improvement.. I mean, the rate at which he rises up the pool ranking table is just... too quick.. in fact, guys like kenenth are beginning to take guard, i mean, kenneth does lose to him often, and kenneth even told me he's quite afraid of darren cause he can't play well against him.. But daniel, he started pool for barely like uhh, 5 months? I still remember freshly how i thrashed him the first time he challenged me.. but over the months, he really found a gold mine and went to safra everyday! He played so much yet never seemed to go broke, and under wei zhou's guidance, he definitely shot up the ranks..

Yes yes, no matter what, i had to admit that.. But he will never shoot up to our ranks.. never. Not within 5 months he can't do that.. I've been playing for barely over a year, went under wei zhou's wing for barely 8 months i guess.. And i'm who i am today.. and i daresay daniel will never become me, never.. maybe if he continues his craziness, he might surpass me, but not today, nor tomorrow.. probably not till next year? Or maybe a few years.. Because no matter how much you learn, you can never beat a more experience player, that is of course, unless that experienced player has a lot of experience.. I mean, you can read and learn EVERYTHING there is to learn in pool, but can you beat efren reyes?

It's not the knowledge, not the know how, its the siiiikeeeell.. Daniel doesn't even know how to position properly and he's already jumping to using the close bridge and screwing when unneccessary.. well at least i, know when to screw, because i'm someone who screws more than he follows, and daniel, probably beacause he's captivated by the beauty of the screw, that's why he does it so often.

I shared this to kenneth last night, telling him no matter how much pool stuff daniel cramps into his brain, he cannot last a race to five against anyone of us, because, it takes experience and the wisdom to know how to clear the table and steal the win.. Today, daniel played with me a lot since wei zhou was busy guiding kenneth, and i was right, daniel did not know how to last through the game, there're seven balls you have to pocket as fast as possible, positioning is very very important, he could make the pots but he could not smoothly continue his runs.. i was tiring him out simply.. In fact, once i had 5 balls near the cushion, and i had a ball in hand, i pocketed one ball and called a safety, that way, it would be his turn and he'd be snooked.. And i kept doing this, every turn i had, i pocketed one ball yet did a safety.. as a result, he kept giving me ball-in-hands.. Before long, i had cleared enough to pocket the black too..

He does not have the wisdom and the experience.. And he never will have for a long while unless he trains all the time, and judging by his rate, i think he'll surpass me in no time, say, next year.. But not now daniel, not now.. I played 6 games and he won 1, that used to be the win rate of wei zhou against me.. haha..


Anyway, it got really boring and me and darren got up to use wei zhou's com.. and we loaded the maple patch and started mapling.. Lol, i was playing and that darren, being soooo childish, kept creeping up the stairs on all fours, trying to sneak in to the room without me seeing him.. haha, so cute, but everytime, i thwarted him in his evil plans because i could see a small head out of the corner of my eye.. haha.. Yeah, so once i died, and i complained to darren.. and darren said.. "come la! hack for you here!'' lol wowwiee!! I never thought of that! how come i was stupid!!??! Lol, it took a long while and darren got me the vacuum hack.. i got back 10% after while.. lol, but wei zhou's internet connection could not really support, so we went down again..

Downstairs, wei zhou challenged me and our first rack of nine-ball, i broke, potted the one, and started pocketing and pocketing.. Until, i cleared the table!?#%??!#%??!%? LOLLLL I never cleared a NINE BALL RACK!!! WOWHOOO!! I mean, i ever cleared an 8 ball rack but not 9 ball?!?!?! WowIeee.. The reason why its most difficult to clear a 9 ball rack is because, accurate positioning is demanded, just an off position and you'd be unable to last all the way till the 9, because the balls must be cleared in sequence.. I was so happy!! haha, wei zhou had that look on his face, that smile, that defeated and yet proud smile, and he went to tell the others i cleared.. He promoted me to hustler =D I think he did already huh? Yeah! 4 ohms! After that played so many rounds of pool with him i totally couldn't take it.. but i realised i have improved, i mean, winning just one game against him was so difficult in the past, now i could win like 5-6 out of 10. haha.. Anyway, i asked him if i could have a bowl of maggie mee before i left..

And wei zhou shouted for his maid, his maid said no more mee, then he simply said, go and buy, better come back in 5 mins.. Wa lau! so mean! He was really abusing his maid! Darn, i called him a tyrant, and he smiled at me cause he liked that name, lol, i was really angry at how he treated his maid.. i wish i didn't open my big mouth..

Shared a cab back to toa payoh with the others after that, and we visited long fung.. lol, we were standing there with pitiful faces, we wanted free bread! wei zhou, didn't even know what we were hinting and simply said, eating his bun, ''go on! buy what you want!'' Lol, i said, ''we do not buy buns with cash, we buy buns with brotherhood!'' haha, anyway, we walked out and wei zhou's dad just gave us two free buns =DD.. haha, went home after that..

Softness of the Heart

This post was written yesterday but blogger kinda had some problems..


goodness, had to wake up so early today just to prepare for school, although i didn't have school till like 2pm, all because of my piano theory... sigh, the sacrifice made is just too big.. anyway, i got dressed in the smartest way i could in my school uniform, lol, and headed out to take a bus.. darn i hate to take the bus! cause i'd still sweat like a pig whenever i do.. whether its in the morning with the cool morning breeze, or if it snows, lol, i'll still sweat a lot when i reach the bus stop..

anyway, thank goodness i messaged sammie, cause apparently, when i was at the bus stop, she informed me she was sleeping like a PIG and she just woke up, lol, then she told me she was rushing.. haiyo, so i missed a 163 just for her..


I reached central really quickly, darn i hate to wait. T'hat's why when i have a meeting with someone, i'd always make an effort to be late, so that i don't have to wait, lol, to have to wait is to kill oneself.. and i had to... just standing at the red circle, with millions of people walking past me, i hate that loneliness... luckily little sammie arrive soon, and she was commanding me and leading me like a cute sheep, threatening me with a ''slap on your face'' if i didn't do something she asked for quickly, lol..Anyway, we headed to macs and looked like a couple, but nvm, haha, we settled down, and started theory.. so began the funnest 2 hours of theory of my life..

c'mon man, if i were at home with my piano teacher, i'd think of ways to stall as much time as possible.. i'd ask my maid to cook food, head up to the toilet and refuse to tell her what i'd be doing, take my own sweet time to do stuff.. or simple, feign death, haha, i'll just drop dead and wait for her to irritate me enough to ''bring me back'', but with sammie, i could learn cause sammie's a fierce lioness.. haha, but i could see she had a hard time since i didn't know.. ANYTHING, lol, finally she realises i meant what i said, i said i don't know ANYTHING about theory on msn, she'd just kinda laugh it off, haha, now you're frustrated, told ya! haha, but i learnt so much cool stuff about theory, no wonder people like theory, haha, wonder how my teacher's students learn their theory..On the whole, i was a GREAT student, cause i paid loads of attention, haha, i guess not.... although i had really short attention span, i BET she had fun teaching me, haha..


that was kinda it, we spent 2 hours doing theory and oh my, i was so satisfied, instant gratification, just 2 simple hours compared to the billions and trillions of hours my teacher has vainly spent over me.. haha..


Yeah, then we walked out of mac, and all of a sudden, yong siong came around, then he whacked my butt and moved along, giving me that sly smile.. wait a min, i knew that smile meant something, lol, WAH! haha, i shouted after him, ''she's just teaching me piano theory! '' haha, since there was much speculation about me and sammie, yong siong ever made fun of me, haha, now there was solid concrete evidence and lol, i was kinda flustered.. haha


Then we went out seperate ways and i went to school for ej.. Everyone had already arrived and yeah, mr yeo talked somemore nonsense about SVA and stuff and about letting us do whatever we wanted to, but honestly, i wasn't really interested in kilns, i was more of.. tau sar pia? haha, yeah, and everyone made me the leader, goodness, i cannot undertake such heavy responsibility! Sigh...


We then took public transport all the way to the National Archives, then more boring stuff..I just hate being introduced to stuff and places, like at the National Archives, once again we had to stand and patiently wait for someone to introduce this and that, i just can't wait to get started.. ALL the time, like when tourguides explain some stupid history, goodness, i just can't keep still, maybe that's why i make an effort to skip most of the ej outings.. cause i can't stand standing and waiting.. waiting kills..Yeah, and did some stupid research and got many photos, had people videotaping and taking pics of us doing research, which would be featured in the documentary...


The rest of the day there was really boring, oh man, i really hated doing such boring stuff, doing research, but i couldn't show that i'm bored since i'm the leader and i knew mr yeo would be really talking loads of nonsense if i were like that.. Anyway, it was darn darn boring and mr yeo once again started on his favourite hobby of picking on me, then he made fun of me, especially on the topic on girls, don't know why.. then he once again, had to tell that story about how i climbed the sofa in front of the Malaysian High Comissioner, which i want to stress ONCE again, NEVER HAPPENED, he told it to miss tan.. yeah, i wonder how many girls he made laugh telling that story of mine which NEVER happened, using my beautiful name to tell a story that NEVER happened, awwww, that iddiott, he'll just never listen to me, especially when i'm there, i keep arguing with him that i NEVER climbed the sofa, but he just had to argue back.. tsk tsk..


Yeah earlier on, Wei Zhou messaged me asking if i wanted to go to Park Lane, which had some pool parlour, and there was a challenger's table there and if you were good, you get to play for free.. And since the beginning of the year, all the guys have been going quite recently, except me, i've never stepped in to such a place before, mostly because i'm not in the mood, or because i'm busy, see? I'm not addicted at all, not like most of them, who probably can't live a week without pool.. tsk tsk.. Anway, wei zhou's messaged kinda surprised me because i rejected them so many times that i thought they had already given up asking me. Anyway, since i was out, i repaid his faithfulness and hopefulness with a yes.. haha, he was so happy after that, then i told him to bring me some clothing..


After we were dismissed, i even bad to ask mr yeo how to go to park lane mall, and yeah, i took a train to dhoby ghaut and waited for years before darren called me, and i got lost for like 30 mins cause i didn't even know where to go, when we FINALLY got there, wei zhou revealed to me his clothing, the shirt was okay, but his shorts were ABSOLUTELY TOO KIDDY, so i refused to wear them although he told me i had to.. but i managed to sneak in with school pants..


Alright! It was here, where i played the best rounds of pool in my life.. i mean in safra, its a snookerium, the only guys that play pool are teens our age and most of them can't play well, so we don't really have much competition in safra, its kinda boring there, but here, is where all the big guys specialize in pool, lol, i was so excited i wrote my name up on the challenger's black board.. Yeah! I played quite well that day, had a few streaks of beating a stranger and wei zhou, but it wouldn't be loong before i was ousted.. yeah me and wei zhou and darren had dinner and we got back to more pool..

I won more than i lost that day, in fact, all the losses were all marginal and stupid losses, mistakes that shouldn't have been made.. I remember when the rhino guy came in with his indian pal, kenneth told me he was really cautious of the rhino guy and sometimes he daren't play him.. Oh man, he was so big sized and he really looked like a rhino.. nevertheless, when he asked who was next, i immediately got up to rack the balls, he was good, but i could've beat him.. I really played quite well, in fact, very well... I made two beautiful consecutive cut shots that he whispered something to his indian pal, lol, so obvious that he never thought a young guy like me could execute such shots.. I had the perfect image, i was just a young and childish looking boy, and i had my school pants on, and an ugly shirt, small sized and uhh, some say, cute.. LOL. haha, just joking.. anyway, i knew that once i entered that place, everyone would look down on me cause i'm so kiddy looking, i mean, take rhino for example.. he was just HUGE, he had long hair and a black shirt, he had an intimidating figure, but i didn't know why i wasn't terrified at all, in safra however, i was.. but i just had the mood to show everyone what a little schoolboy could do..

Anyway, i lost that match just by abit, i owned him at first, in fact, he was quite in a fix for while, but after that he won. kenneth said he was lucky cause most of his balls were near the pocket.. Yeah, then he left and his indian pal took over, kenneth lost to his pal, and i took up the challenge.. My goodness, okay, his pal wasn't that intimidating, but one could really see that he's not a pushover, i mean, he had the look.. He was tall, matured looking, with specs and quite handsome, haaha.. Anyway, when i racked, i tried to give him the impression that he didn't scare me at all and i tried as much as possible to look sleepy, i was anyway.

He was good, once again, not much better than me.. In fact, i was running the table and clearing until i came to an easy shot.. I knew it was an easy shot, but i took like 2mins for that shot because i explored all the possiblities of the runs of the cueball.. In fact, i already went down to aim for that shot, but i got up again, knowing that if i made that shot, i wouldn't have position for the next shot, so i went for a much difficult shot, and got it in, and had much better position for better shots, he tapped the table, which i haven't explained before, people tap the table when someone makes a good shot, and its a commendable shot.. So yeah, he tapped for me, i was soooooo happppppyyyy.. ==DDDDD.. I'm happy especially when someone older taps for me.. I mean, an old guy probably has much much more experience, and even if i'm not his match, he acknowledges that i've made a good shot and applauds me for it, that's the beauty and the happiness you derive from a tap..

Yeah, i was so close to winning, i had 2 balls left and he had several, but i screwed on my 7 ball, lol, i somehow chipped my cueball, AWWWW.. He won me again, darn i was soooo closeeeeee, i couldn't imagine how he would feel if i had won, he was the pro, not much proer, maybe even same, and i almost ousted him.. I blame my stupidity.. lol.. me and kenneth left after that, i certainly hoped that i wouldn't be visiting this place much again, i mean, the atmosphere is unbearable, its really really where all the gangsters lurk, kenneth says its not for learned people.. darn, i don't wanna be an unlearn person! I really couldn't really stand the atmosphere, of course, i didn't mind it, it didn't really affect me, in fact, no matter how bad the atmosphere is, it wouldn't influence me... but certainly i wouldn't want to hang out at such places all the time..

Anyway, took a cab back home after that with kenneth and he shared with me more of his pool insights.. Reached home at 10pm!!! Lol, dad was overseas, mum was already in her room, and my brother was telling me to get ready for bed.. AWWW!?!?!??!?!? One thing i hate most is coming home late and having to sleep.. i have to watch the tele or play the com or at least, spend time at home before sleeping, i can't sleep immediately after coming home.. i hate that feeling, makes me feel very empty..

Anyway, for the first time in months, maybe years, i informed my mum i would like to move back to my room to sleep for a night.. and i told her i wouldn't be going to my piano teacher's home cause my good friend sammie taught me things i've never learnt all my life that my teacher spent years teaching me in vain.. Yes, so everyone slept and i took the laptop to my room and begged sammie to stay up all night.. Sammie, being nice, stayed up all morning.. haha..

Anyway, we talked for like 5 hours, till 2am when she had to go.. we had a great talk.. haha...


Thursday, October 19, 2006

The nature of Boys

Today is thurs, lol, we were supposed to have inline skating cause sheryl kindly signed the whole class up, lol, i was already told that all my friends wouldn't be going, except latif, haiya, no matter how much i begged them they'd rather stay at home and sleep, so i had no choice but still go to school today. Lol, during the morning assembly, i was like, the only guy sitting there amongst the girls and there was a HUGE gap between me and the other half of the class ='( I was so alone, haha, teck didn't come, kenneth didn't come, peera didn't come, now that's half the class, haha, since i'm not close with the other half, so sad..

Anyway, when the inline skating started, i was really really lazy about changing into pe and skates, so i kinda didn't change, but then, lol, me and latif still changed, and yeah, we got started and i recognised the salomen guy, the boss i think, he was also the boss last time when i learnt skating, and yeah, the asked for those who could skate to go over to one side, but only like ulfred and ricky went there, i thought everyone else would stay at the new corner, so i stayed too. lol, the starting was sooooo boring, but i just decided to follow everyone since i hadn't skated for like 3 to four years, and yeah, we started just moving slooowwwly, and i was getting really uncomfortable and hot...moreover, we had to wear that stupid helmet which made all of us look like.. look like, look funny, i didn't even have to wear one then..lol, after ''learning'' how to skate for like sooo long, i realised i was skating in circles and i realised, i haven't passed anyone that looked like jhansi robelle or sam or the others, and i was just passing latif and the guys, lol, waaaaaa, then i saw them skating at the intermediate zone.. wahhhhhh!! lol, i felt so left out, haha, they left without meeeee, while over at my area, i had no friends because everyone was busy looking after themselves trying to balance and stuff, lol, then i kept glancing over giving that pathetic look, they were soooo mean, they just laughed at me but i didn't dare to cross over.

Anyway after that, during recess, i was the only guy amongst all the girls again, soo lonely, haha, cause it was only our class and the guys didn't come anyway, haiya.

It was after i changed and when i walked back to class, i walked past kenneth and he said, ''hi hexun!'' then continued walking, lol, at first i walked past too but then i suddenly realised he was in school, haha, then i stopped him and he told me he just came.. WHAT?? haha, then i just got in and did nothing. Then we realised that the pool table was open for some reason, so me and kenneth got there and took a look and learnt that mr yeo had opened the table just for his class, so kenneth and i tagged for one match and we won in 3 turns i think, then we got back again.. Teck messaged me asking me who was in school, so i told him no one, but kenneth just turned up. It was sooooo boring in class, most of the guys were reading, if not, sleeping, lol, no togetherness, what class sprit? All i could do was just molest ricky and prevent him from molesting me back, haha..

Then i was in a middle of a muderer game with a group of the people when i saw teck talking to ray, lol, once again i thought it was pretty normal, until i realised teck didn't come this morning! haha, then he told me he just arrived too, wa lauuuuuu, like that.. haha.

I didn't bother much about him, he told me he wanted to go to HQ, which was wei zhou's house, that was why he came to school. Miss tuan came in and gave us some survey, and she also realised teck and kenneth just got in, then she kinda scolded teck in a nice way, and teck was just smiling, haiya, miss tuan is just soo nice.. But she said she wanted to see him and kenneth after school. So i decided although i had piano lessons, i told teck to leave his house with me at like 330, he agreed, yay! so i have something fun to do after school.

Yeah, i had to wait awhile for him and kenneth, miss tuan led them to the office, and teck passed me his phone, kenneth passed his to wei zhou. wei zhou then left with daniel first.. WAH, after that, they were inside for soooo long, and when i saw them, i could see that miss tuan was really really angry and serious about this matter.. Miss tuan then came out and she was really really angry, and led me to a corner and told me not to wait for them, she scolded me, asking me to watch out.. wahh, then i asked her what i did, she said i didn't do anything but she said if i don't influence them, they'd eventually influence me, she told me they have really really bad attitude and stuff, oh man, i was so afraid cause miss tuan's so nice.. she told me they'd be serving detention for coming late.. oooh, i can imagine how angry teck would be and he'd probably vent his anger on me too.. i was just caught in the middle! wahhh, i was kinda down after that, seeing them in there..

I then walked to the canteen and just told the guys, i really didn't know what to do, i was about to have fun at Wz's house and all these things happen, and i hate it when teck's angry and when he curses, and just to think, i'd have to listen to them and try to tell him to relax but there's nothing much i can do actually.. Yeah, i kept walking back to outside the office, and i saw mr boo talking to kenneth, miss tuan told me kenneth was really really rude..

I really don't know what's wrong with these guys, i mean, they're my friends but, i guess they really took advantage of miss tuan's niceness. Miss tuan's really very nice and they think it'd be okay to do this and that.. and when miss tuan punishes them, they'd be cursing her and stuff.. i feel so sorry for her, i mean honestly, althought they get good grades and stuff, they should still respect the teachers and the rules i think.. especially kenneth, i mean, he shouted at miss tuan this afternoon, and in class he's quite rude, he wasn't even like this last year.. moreover, he's the monitor!

Yesterday, kenneth didn't come to school, and the during math revision, mdm soh asked for the monitress, she specifically asked for the monitress, and since i'm used to being called the monitress, and i AM the monitress and since kenneth didn't come, i walked up to collect the paper, lol, i know everyone was laughing at me but haha, if kenneth came i'd still have to go.. anyway, mdm soh asked me where was our class'monitress, i said we didn't have any, and she asked if i gave out the math paper 2, i said no, she said good, cause she the last one was hurling the papers to his classmates.. yeah, during math paper 2, kenneth threw everyone's math paper, i mean, kenneth's funny, but sometimes, i don't know what to say, the only person that dared to say something was ray, and he should have..

Yeah, when i went to check on teck again mr singh was talking to him one on one and giving him a big scolding, ahh, it pained my heart to see him, it pains my heart to see my friends in trouble, but i was just caught up in the middle, i always am, i was quite saddened by how my friends treated miss tuan and how they were being punished, besides, teck's phone was in my pocket.. So i told him i'd put it in his locker, and after a little hesitation and stuff, i left myself to meet wz and darren.

Yeah, i finally met wei zhou and daniel, and i finally met someone who could understand how i felt, he asked me how come kenenth was like this, and yeah, i was relaly saddened by it, i mean, sometimes kenneth is really insulting and it really hurts other people's feelings, although kenneth does not insult me, he never has, but i really feel sorry for the guys he has hurt..like the twins in class, they are really helpful, but yet kenneth is really nasty to them, although i sometimes am cause i find them kinda irritating at times but i still talk to them sometimes, while kenneth is really really nasty that even i am afraid of him and i can't help but sympathise the twins.. yesterday during the pool finals, the teacher sent micheal off for making too much noise and comments, then suddenly, kenneth came to school, and kenneth was also making a lot of noise and comments, and i was really afraid the teacher might sent him away since the teacher knew us, i was afraid the teacher might be angry with us..

I don't know i'm really quite sick of all these.. sometimes i wish i'm a girl, haha, i don't mean anything about like girly stuff or whatever, but the guys are really, quite bad, the girls are more human than the guys i feel, in fact, the only guys that i feel are really human are ray and yuan hong, they really have feelings and they have a heart.. I mean you see how close girls can get amongst each other, while for me, i rarely had a good friendship with a boy because boys will be boys.. they guys rarely spare a thought for others and rarely sacrifice and really be nice.. i always find i do so much for the guys but they return much less, except shi xiong maybe, sometimes..

especially these days, i find i share my stuff with girls other than guys, the only guy that i really share stuff with is ray, with kenneth and the others, we only talk about business, kenneth will talk about which guy he thrashed, and how to play this thing and that in pool, no personal stuff.. teck's a nice guy, but i think he's just too angry sometimes, in fact, he makes himself so many enemies, he really hates jj, he hates many guys, esp wang yi ren and micheal and he won't hesitate to fight them if he has too.. which i find, is a huge waste, he's so smart and hardworking, but yet, he won't hesitate to fight someone who has offended him. He almost wanted to punch wang yi ren for staring at him, he almost wanted to fight micheal cause micheal mouthed vulgarities at him... although in all these cases he didn't start first, he just calm down and forget about these people who aren't worth fighting for, and i have trouble trying to make him forget his anger.. i guess i can so easily, but not for him..

we took a cab to wz's house, and i tried to forget all my troubles.. yeah, i had a great time, i beat wei zhou 3-2 in 9 ball and he was really impressed and he was full of respect for me, he promoted me to hustler =D.. haha, i spent the other half of my stay there playing with daniel and ate maggi me then i went home..

ahhh, home, piano lessons, i HATE THEORY!#%I@U%PU!@.. sitting there for soooo long going through stuff i don't even know makes me really really sick and tired.. arghghhh..ahhh,i know i was really disrespectful, haha, but she doesn't care anyway, i mean, she's too nice, haha.. I was behaving just like my tuition kid, but i mean, haha, she just doesn't understand that i don't understand a word she says and even if she tries explaining when i do ask out of concern for myself, she just says it out and i find it's difficult for me to learn that way!! I mean, she's a really good patient teacher, but she just cannot teach me theory! There were supposed to be 3 crotchets and she asked me, i said 3, she asked me 3 what? apples, oranges or bananas? then i said apples and wrote it down, lol, then she just rewrote for me.. i can''tt learn even if i really want tooo! Lol, that's why i asked sammie to teach me tomorrow since my exams are next week...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Its abrupt ending

I just realised why i've been sneezing so much lately, it suddenly occured to me that it might. Yeah, and today was our big day, very big actually, but i was injured all over, lol, both my hands were bruised from playing volleyball with jy, sam, and jhans, and i even scratched my knee, lol, then i even tore a piece of my flesh out, i don't know how but it took my awhile to realise i was bleeding..



lol yesterday was kinda great, we had ej meeting, and at first they said mr yeo said it was compulsory to go if not i'd be the ''end of realationships'' lol, haha, i decidde to skip it, as i started sneezing (its just a stupid excuse) so i told murali to tell him i was sick, lol, i've always skipped by saying i'm sick.. haha anyway, i was about to leave with the guys to safra when i suddenly turned back, lol, i said i was really afraid that i'd be important, haha, so i told wei zhou to go with me too, since wei zhou just joinined.. yeah, we went for the meeting and told teck that i'd meet him in safra later on..

meeting was.. lol BEST I EVER HAD! haha, firstly, miss tan asked me to join the SVN documentary thingy cause mr yeo recommended me, awww! haha, mr yeo did something nice for me! and did i mention SVN is a super prestigious thingy, we got silver last year i think, and ej gained schoolwide recognition, besides, getting gold would deduct points from my o's, so i said okay. And each group had to get an advertisement proposal for the SVN too, lol, so i took the chance since mr yeo wasn't there to regroup, so i said, uh , yeah, 5 in a group, me, wei zhou, imran murali yuan hong... Lol, we were thinkning about what to advertise, haha, then i suggested using the available resources, and since wei zhou's dad bought over a confectionary store near lorong 8 (20% off if you get a card signed my wz) i suggested we do something about his store, haha, then wei zhou went ballistic and suggested we do one on TAU SAR PIA, hahahaha, its soooo funny, and honestly, it was a GREAT idea, lol, so we decided on it, and he said they would film the beach, which was sar, and beans, then a tau sar pia, then they'd go to his dad's store and film them painstakingly making it, then they'll show me buying one when i'm young, haha, then enjoying it, that's in black and white, then like they'll show a middle-aged me and an old aged me, wahhhh, haha, they just wanted me to do it, i couldn't do anything haha.. but i honestly thought it was a great idea and i told everyone to be really serious about it, haha, in fact, i think we'd get gold, haha, so we submitted our proposal and me and WZ left for safra, haha, along the way i was soooo excited about it i kept telling wz it's a great idea and that we'd surely get gold, lol, we even went to his store and wei zhou took 30 bucks out of the cash register.. haha



on our way there wz just went crazy and kept singing some tau sar pia song, lol, he's excited too, we're gonna get gold!



Yeah so today i looked like i was gonna go overseas or something, i had my back, my cue case, and my shoe bag.. Yeah, since the beginning of school, we were all so excited about the tournament, especially kenneth, kenneth was the most confident, he was already talking about the finals and stuff, and if he got runner-up, he wouldn't want to take the trophies.. lol, out of us three, i was the only one who had a bad feeling about it, think about it, do you think we won't have any competition amongst the competitors? haha and besides, its a race to 1, means you only can play one match, and stupid things can happen in one match.

Yeah, seriously, the pool tournament is a little screwed, it wasn't properly organised, we couldn't even keep to the normal 8 teams, people like aaron just signed up as and when he wants to, what can we do? Lol, yes, after school came and we rushed there to find all those people spoiling the table already, lol, we couldn't stand the sight.. anyway, we were really pissed a lot of people hadn't turned up, then they did eventually, and mr yeo suggested what nonsense, just anyhow pick who challenge who, haiya, we got micheal teams, micheal, the indian guy from 2n3 i think, he looked so fierce, but i was determined to thrash them..

Yeah, we were the second team to play, and i unzipped wz's cue case and took out my cue, and screwed it together, then, yeah, it started so quickly, the guy broke first, i lost the coin toss, and it was quite a weak dry break, and i missed my first shot, lol.. yeah, that guy wasn't even good, i cleared him kinda simply, he didn't even pocket one single shot, i even got a ball in hand. with that ball in hand, i was determined that i could beat him. OH! my first shot, i was trying the screw, and it screwed so far?!!!! IT spoilt my positioning! wahh, cause wei zhou helped me file my cue tip, my goodness, it took another round before i could finally get on the black again, yeah, i pretty much tried to take as much time as possible, playing too fast isn't good at al, i explored every single possibility, and thought a lot for positioning, when i was on the black, i hit it so softly, and it went down, yes! I smiled at the guys, one down! I started unscrewing my cue, but suddenly the cue ball rolled and went into the mid pocket! MY GOODNESS! I almost fainted when i saw the cue ball roll in, my heart sank, my smile faded, i was in the abyss, that similar dark hole, i couldn't believe it, my game, taken away from me. I couldn't believe it! I refuse to! Everyone looked at me in shock, even wei zhou, we all couldn't believe it, wei zhou knew it was over, i knew it was over, kenneth and teck knew it, but wei zhou tried to save me, he took the rule sheet and said to respot the black ball, whew! I was kinda relieved, there were some protests, kenneth came to my rescue, he said world pool rules said so, but that teacher took a second look at the sheet, and she said it can't be respotted since the black was potted at the right time, since it was potted after i finished all my balls.

The game was taken away from me, so was my life, i couldn't believe it, i saw the look on my opponents face, we each had 7 balls to hit, he had 6 balls on the table, i had none, i beat him, HOW ON EARTH COULD I SCRATCH? I was so, i couldn't take it. my opponent was smiling, i still can't believe it, he won without any effort at all, i was smiling, i hung the ''well, that's my luck! '' on my face, i walked away, but deep down it felt like someone stabbed a knife into my heart, i couldn't believe it. I walked down, my goodness, the longest walk in my whole life, i knew clearly how important this tournament was to me, i can't believe it.. all over, my biggest match of my career, i let down master, well, its fate. I knew it from before the tournement and i cautioned myself about this, i just had a hunch i'd pocket the black and pot the cue ball too, i knew it, this move is my bane, it always happened to me, i cautioned myslef so much on that kinda shot, but i knew there was absolutely no way i was gonna scratch on the cue ball, but WHO'D KNOW? It hit my opponent's balls and deflected in.

Yeah, i was depressed, i changed to my white hu lala and got dressed for soccer, it took a while before i caught latif's attention, peera was injured badly on his knee, and he got me in, yes! on the soccer field again, i tried to put the loss behind me and trust in teck and kenneth that they'll win those guys, felt good to walk in the field again. Asked murali and the score was still nil nil. after that they scored one i think, and latif converted a free kick into a goal, that was a great one.


Yeah so before long i was tiring myself out, the team wasn't even passing to me, frankly, i only touched the ball twice, and during those 2 times, i passed on to someone else quickly, i was quite angry imran didn't pass and did a shot then, he missed, and apologised. Yeah, so here comes the good part, haha, i got the ball, dribbled and got past some people, then passed back to murali, he passed to imran, and he sped down the right flank, and i shouted for a pass, he did a beautiful curling cross over, past the like, 4 defenders and towards me and goalkeeper, i just slammed it in without a second thought, goal. Yeah, it felt good, haha, best thing that can happen to a striker is to score a goal..

the rest of the match was very intense, but it wasn't long before half time, and i think the score was 3-2, yeah, half time break, and i met teck at the 2nd level, i asked him if we won, he said kenneth lost.. AFOGJSAOGPJOSJHOAJSOHJASOJHAOSJH!!@$!%@#%(*!@#(&(#^(&^(&@(^&(!&@#$(^!&@#$(^&!(&P^!..


I was sooooooooo depressed then, i kicked the pole, i couldn't believe it, the favorites to win for the tournament was kicked out in the first round?!@!? .. I blamed myself, i couldn't believe it, how could i lose that match! Teck told me it wasn't my fault, no one would have known that the cue ball was going in, i still couldn't believe we were out.. teck was very angry, he said during his match, he attempted a difficult kick shot (like an indirect shot) And my opponent laughed at him, i was angry too, but he made the shot successfully, and aaron scolded him.. I was pissed, my opponent laughed at him, what's he laughing about? he won merely beacuse i got unlucky, and because i wasn't fated to win, what was he laughing about, could he ever pull of a shot like that? Why was he mocking my friend when he couldn't even play half as well as teck? Heck he only pocketed one ball during my game! SHEER LUCK! And he's laughing right there eh? Well, i've never seen such a proud prat..

I was in no mood to join in the team meeting, the guys kept calling me, but i just kept pacing about, i couldn't believe that just because i scratch, we lost, i didn't blame kenneth at all, it was my fault.. darn! Second half started soon, when we started, everyone was so slacked that they scored within 2 mins, lol, so i walked down the pitch and clapped, ''hello! half-time is over!" haha, everyone looked so lethargic.. haiyo, so we started again, and murali passed back, and avinesh got it, he passed to me, oh man! I hate receiving air balls, but low balls are my favourite, i just can't resist the great feeling of dribbling past all the defenders and scoring, in fact, throughout the match i was just imagining myself receiving a perfect low ball and dribbling past everyone..

Yeah, and avinesh somehow passed a low ball to me, oh man! I burst out and dribbled past two of em, YES! nearing the goal, no one can actually stop me when i'm this near, because i'm the fastest on the pitch at the moment beacuse of my ability for short sprints, oooo yeah, so i dribbled past the last defender andooo yeah! it was me and the goalkeeper left, loll, i hadn't scored the goal but i was already smiling, so i just ran left and right and SHHHEHWWHHWWHETTT the ball right in, no chance for the keeper, yeah! But yeah, they kept scoring too, since jj left, and jj is a great keeper..

yeah, throughout the match, i was already feeling sick already, because i sprinted like hell and fought crazily to retrieve prossession of the ball after i lost it, and yeah, that took EVERYTHING out of me, and i've mentioned before my stamina sucked, so i was getting dizzy and breathless, i didn't even have much life left, i told murali if yong siong let one more goal in, i'd take over him as the keeper, since i played as a keeper in sec 1 interclass.. And yeah, i was running for a ball with someone tailing me, i could hear him, yeah, so i did a couple of turns but suddenly something hit my on my calf and as i did a turn, i suddenly felt a SHARP INTENSE PAINNN, and i just collapsed on the ground, darn, it was really really really really painful, uh, i just lied on the ground clutching my calf, everyone ran to me and thought i had a cramp, so they took off my shoe and tried to fix it, but it still hurt like hell, so i said i couldn't continue, i just limped off the pitch..


ohhh man, i limped off and just collapsed at the staircase, it was really really really very painful, i have to thank the girls for being so concerned over me, haha, jhansi robelle and sam just walked over and sat beside me, ohh, i was so dying, i was breathless and had a splitting headche, moreover, i felt like vomitting, ohhh man.. Lol, i just gulped down 2 bottles of water and sweet robelle bought me pandadol, lol, instant effects, my headache slowly stopped, but still, it took the rest of the game for me to get back to normal, lol, i just sitting there, feelling really really very very very sick, and listening to jhansi say that she took a pic of my arse, lol , yeah, and about how unfair 3e4 were, they had a sec 4 keeper and their players were all so big sized and stuff, there were bullying uss!


we didn't score after that, we were down 6-4, sigh, it was a good game anyway, not for me, haha, i limped off to the canteen then got changed. Sigh, when i saw teck, i started slapping myself again, i was really depressed..

i suggested going to safra, even thought it was like, 6, lol, i was just really down, and i had my personal cue anyway, so we headed to safra. And on our way there, i was really killing myself, i really couldn't believe how i lost, it was all my fautl, really, if i had won, teck wins and we win,why!??% did have to scratch? I really killed myself for scratching that cue ball, i couldn't believe it, i caused our failure..

I got to safra with a lot of pool mood, i saw a woman dressed formally, and she was traning alone, she was trying to perfect her banking, and teck told me she's a pro. But i told them i'm gonna go straight up to her this time and challenge her, what've i got to lose? I've already lost the tournement, i've lost everything! Challenging her is unlike of me, i never have so much courage, rarely i guess.. But i rented a shirt, and walked in, i told teck to get my cue ready just in case, so i walked over, and asked her what time she'd be leaving, she couldn't hear me and asked, ''i beg your pardon?'' lol, so high class.. Then she said 630, so i asked if i could have a game with her, then she said sure!

Then i asked politely, ''uhh, don't you want to punch first? so we can play?'' Then she said, ''no no nevermind! its okay, my treat! I'll let you play for free..'' Lol, i was quite embarassed, so i said, ''uh? don't want luh, like that i feel bad. " Then she said ''nevermind its okay! i'm a working adult, i make my own money i while you're still a student right? so i pay for you la! haha, next time when you're making your own money then come and treat me! "haha..

So she asked me to rack, then i walked to teck and took my cue over, ohh man! i was sooo in the mood to thrash her, haha, so she broke, and i couldn't believe how well i played, i was just overjoyed for some reason, because i had a lot of feel, wowiee! i made soooo manyy good shots, haha, she asked if i was in the JC, i said nono, i'm sec 3, haha, i bet she was impressed, haha, yeah, she kept saying, ''good shot!'' haha, i felt quite embarassed cause i didn't say her back haha.. haha, when i won the first round she clapped, lol,i felt so awkward, haha, when she clapped i was like ,''uhhhh, haha.. ''

Then i kinda motioned for teck to come to me cause i wanted to talk to him, then she said i could let him play when she goes for a smoke, and when she did, i played another match with teck and when she came back, i did a beautiful double last, haha, so unintended, i mean, i usually miss this kinda shots, when i won teck she clapped again, lol, what could i do, just smile..

So i racked again, and she said she'd rack and i'd break, but i told her i injured my fingers, so she broke again and once again i won, haha, she's really good, but i guess i had the feel, lol, so after that game i told her i'd be shifting to another table cause i didn't want to take advantage of her, so i kept thanking her.. haha, such a nice person! And yeah, i definitely felt good winner her since she was really good..

Haha so the rest of the night, i played with teck and i want to thank him for making he happy, haha, he's just so funny, haha he kept singing those childhood chinese songs, haha, then he kept making me laugh, lol, he's just crazy, he's so funny, always making girly noises and stuff, haha, yeah, we're so childish, and he calls me childish, actually i am, and through the ages, people have called me childish, there are many things i did that i didn't blog about.. haha.. went home after that..

Amanda's my master, don't say i was asked, haha.. i owe some people many favours. haha

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Boring of the Wizard

uhh, slept at like one plus cause i was caught up with some new korean drama after the last one ended, to think about it, me and my mum have sat thru many many korean drama serials already, since the beginning of the year till now, but i like it, i just don't like having to wake up early for church. My body's broken! In the past no matter what time i slept it's just me to wake up at about 7-8 in the morning, and even if i forced myself to sleep more, i wouldn't, but now i just can't do it, i'll just pig in bed and salivate all over my bedsheet, dreaming my dreams, and when my maid comes in to call me, i'll just rudely shoo her away, there's something wrong, lol..

Anyway, i headed to church with quite a bad mood, shouldn't be that attitude, i guess i'll have to stop watching korean drama serials, but thery're too entertaining, once you start, you definitely can't stop! Then was tuition again, which was a huge bore, i mean, before my kid got a scolding, he was really naughty and stuff, but now he's just so quiet and obedient, i mean that's good but, that's too boring, i miss the time when i'm doing my stuff and i have to look up to give him a scolding, i'm a happy person, i don't get angry much, but i wanna get angry! But i guess its just happy anger, it isn't much of the really angry anger, but yeah, although its good i miss the fun, now its no fun, i was just hugging my bag and my phone and sitting there staring about, while he was busy doing the english exercise, time to time i'll just look over to mark his work and give him new assignments, sigh, a teacher would definitely love rebellious students, i'm sure of that! to think of it, it might also be for the sympathy the teacher can receive, i mean, if a teacher goes about telling people about their 'plight' of having such a rebellious class, they might just be trying to get people's sympathy, and make a big deal out of it, maybe if these teachers were given really quiet classes with really obedient students they'd be bored to death..

Not forgetting there ARE some teachers that vomit blood over their students.. then lunch, i know everyone'll hate me but, i didn't eat my packet of rice cause i felt it was too ewwey, it smelt really bad and i didn't have the mood to eat it, ah, i'm too pampered, remembering xl's mini debate with me yesterday, asking me if there was a need to compare us to like african people who didn't have much to eat, i said it only works, we only sympathise and realise the importance of food for a fraction of a moment, before we go on with our lives, because until we experince first hand what's it like to be without food, we'll never really appreciate it, there shouldn't be a need for comparison firstly because it does not totally change us and thus we have to conciously keep in mind the significance and the importance of food. Which is something i haven't got into my brain, cause i'm such a spoilt kid, i just take the food that's pleasant to my taste buds, which might explain why i'm so small sized, lol. Which leads me to think about casualties we read about in the newspapers, the relatives whom have lost their loved ones tell the people around the world to treasure your loved ones for you never know when they may be taken away from you, that's just something we know but can't follow. It's a simple advice, a common one, so simple that we overlook it, that's something we can spend a whole day nodding our heads in agreement about, but in the end, we still won't follow it will we? Some might but i'd definitely take it all for granted, wait till the day i lose something or i long for something i've lost that everybody was born with, like my eyesight, and i painstakingly tell the youths of the world to treasure your eyesight! people will listen, agree, feel sorry, then continue spoiling their eyes. Its simple, but why don't they see, we just can't do it until we experience it!

Singspiration was as great, that's why its called singspiration, never fails to inspire me, but it does only once a week, i get inspired once a week, that's not enough, i should help out more in church. Then was the publicity for gospel camp, lol, i wasn't part of it, and when i don't i feel bad since i'm in the committee, but hey, i did contribute, its time for me to get back on track.

Nothing much was left, just games and sharing, and about what part of our lives that we actually depend on ourselves much more than Him, not following and trusting His plan, well of course, everyone said studies, i was no exception, but i wasted the most time. I was saying if i didn't get into a good jc, i wouldn't be satisfied at all, althought they were telling me its God's plan, but firstly they should clear the misunderstandings, study hard, play less, focus more, do your best, THEN, the rest is God's plan, whew, before that i was thinking that whatever happened, its God's plan, lol, if i went home to tell my mum, that wherever i went to, its God's plan, she'll kill me, and that did happen.

I got home and ,'' ma, if i get into a lousy JC, don't kill me cause its all God's plan." as expected, she exploded, lol, yeah yeah i get it, study hard before you leave it all to Him, haha, that kinda made me feel easy, i mean, i was a little hard on myself cause this eoy i really slacked till the last minute, which rarely happens, but hey, what's done is done, i should be satisfied and grateful over my results.

Its such a bore, having nothing to do at home, hopefully i can get a movie to watch tomorrow. So i was pretty much staring at mid air when suddenly, i forgot how, but my dad pulled me up for a game of foosball, but it always starts because i provoke him, i taunt him cause 'now i'm better than him, but he refuses to believe he can't beat me, since he's so used to winning in the past, but ever since that period when i surpassed him, i've kept a 100% record. He pulled me up, got the fan out, took of his shirt, took of his specs, and started, ohh man, lol, i wasn't in the mood, but i shouldn't tell him that anyway, he'd think its just an excuse when i'm losing, and i was losing, like 7-2. So i cautioned him and i told him i'd be playing properly, and i just fought all the way up to beat him 10-7, haiya, he's so sad, haha. Then he suggested having a time limit and the one who scored the most goals within 10 mins and one half time wins, lol, then i told him, wah, then i can score 20 goals? 10 per half? Lol, then he kinda laughed at me and said its impossible for me to score 10 goals in 5 mins. Lol, yeah, i took up that challenge, and i really pushed myself to the limit, 'my striker is just unbeatable, then my striker gets a fast ball, my dad and i knows that the next thing we're gonna hear is the loud ''clang'' of the collision between the back of the goal and the ball, and i pushed myself so hard, i managed to beat him 10-1 in the first half!! lol, wow, then 2nd half he suggested switching place, since i always had the red team, then he said that might be why i win so much, then i agreed. Of course, playing a different side is a different feeling, but it affects the player no less, i continued to beat him another 10-1, hammering him with a total score of 20-2, now that's ownage! haha, he just totally gave up after i scored the last goal, he gave a huge sigh, and walked away, not even my challenges for one more game helped, but we both were already soaked to the skin with sweat..

lol, i'm mean, i asked my brother who's your daddy when he walked past me, then he told me to shut up, haha, then i said, i'm your daddy, cause i owned your daddy, haha... its BORINGNGSIAJAS:JSAh.. can't wait for school..




Well honestly, i won't be saying that during the holidays, in the past during the holidays is when i'm so overwhelmed with church folks, that i hate going to school again, especially if i go to a camp, or if we go holidaying with wei hong's folks, i'll be so hot, so passionate that whenever i wake up i wanna see the guys, its a different feeling when the ''school mood'' is on, the ''church mood'' is one now and frankly i'm kinda excited of its arrival because this year has been a largely ''school mood'' year, i can't wait for the holidays to start, by then i wouldn't be bored anymore. Remember the past year end of year holidays, when i'm fresh from an overseas trip or a camp, that i really cringe at the sight of my school bag, i'm always wishing on my own, ''c'mon uncles! one more dinner! one more hi-tea before the holidays end!'' wishing that my dad's great pals, my pals'daddies from church could arrange one more hi-tea or one more dinner, so that i can enjoy, so that i can love them more, before i got back to school..

Friday, October 13, 2006

It comes to a closing

Ah friday, how does it feel like to have the ''first'' day of school and yet feel like the last? Well once again the announcement was kinda screwed, at first i was supposed to do it, then mr tham for some reason said he would, then he didn't even turn up today, so didn't mr yeo. The more i feel we'd better win the tournament and the trophies, when we're doing so much, soo much I mean, kenneth, he called mr yeo twice and he didn't answer, then he replied one hour later with one word ''draw'' then he replied later with- "draw something" which was regarding the pool booth, and yeah, mrs how made the pool announcement delivering all the credit to 3T2, when they didn't do a SINGLE thing, they didn't even attend a SINGLE meeting, while for me, i only missed one SINGLE meeting cause i had piano lessons, while they just disappeared, and they get all the credit, so naturally, the guys were kinda angry.

First was mass revision for the pure geogers, and uhhh, got an A2 again, darn, i just couldn't find anything to write for paper 2, and i realise there were many memory work, no wonder teck could get so high, haiya, yeah then after that we all got around the school sticking up the pool tournament posters, all by ourselves.. and we were glad to find out there were already some technical guys that were interested, we thought there wouldn't be any response from anyone at all.

Uh so it was A math mass revision, darn i hate mass revisions, yeah, it came as quite a shock as like 16 people passed in our class, and i was already disappointed, beacuse i thought i'd fail, however i thought the paper was quite doable, so i was quite disappointed, but thank goodness i did.. uhh, then they set up the pool booth, it was kinda funny, lol, just a few tables and chairs and one vangaurd sheet, and i ate and when i got back i realised they had already finished the grouping, lol, i thought it was overwhelming response, but there was one group from TPA, i think one group from our class and of course, one group for me teck and kenneth, then the rest were normal and normal techs. Yeah, we were pretty glad..

Uhhh, then i had to go for interclass softball, which i didn't feel like going, so i got changed and realised my maid got me the tight fit sec 1 pe shirt, lol, so embarassing, uh, then luckily robelle bought a new shirt then i changed then for some reason i just got sick, oh thank goodness, i just kept sneezing and sneezing and i had a little dizziness, lol, i sneezed till i couldn't open my eyes, and since i have to keep my eyes most of the time up at the sky, i figured i might be no help and might actually get myself injured, so i changed with yun hui, whew! haha..

So after that we got serious about pool and teck's really in a state where he has fallen into darkness. I mean, a few months ago i even asked him helplessly how i could actually beat him, beause he had actually attained a very high level of pooling, and he was the true champion, he cleared me here and there i thought i was already out of the game, but in the recent months his skills have really gone down, he claims he really can't aim well as he could anymore, i don't know but it might affect the tournament like this, darn, he's a darn good player, lol. He has to win on tues, not to mention me too, ah, there's so mch pressure, kenneth expects us to get the first prize, and we don't care if mr yeo or mdm chia get unhappy, but hey, we taught the sec 1s painstakingly, we met up so much, we put in so mch effort ourselves and we didn't get any benefits! Hell they didn't even want us to play at first.. But yes, kenneth doesn't even want to settle for runner-up, there's a lot of pressure, especially since i'd be the first player..

Oh! i still e1/e2's rematch against e4, lol, i guess i can only play the 2nd half, haha, then i'll be bringing a lot on tues, my own cue and my boots..

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Birthdate of a great male

12 OCT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TECK SIANG

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Runescape

So how did everyone spend day 2 of being caged? haha. I woke up in the morning and immediately jumped to the computer, what a fine day. So i gamed for the whole day, playing cs and lotr before chatting for a while, and spent my whole afternoon watching like a dozen kenan and kel episodes, haha, no one watches kenan and kel, the only people i know who watch them are latif and imran, funniest guys on tv, i used to spend my afternoons rewatching kenan and kel on nickelodeon, but its no more, only to find lots of fans uploading the episodes on youtube, ahh, finally i can have great laughs! ..around noon, i stopped and got down to play pool read the papers and watch tv. While i stared blankly around, i let every second tick by that easily, while a few days ago i'd slap myself for letting time fly. So guys, how does it feel to allow time to slip by?

Its so boring, when i got online again, latif and imran were online, and i havent seen him on for like, one year, lol and latif told me to play runescape with imran! Wow! haha, i was quite surprised they'd still be so on about playing runescape after so long.. to those people laughing at us now, stop laughing! haha, i know its a stupid lousy graphic game, but stilllll....haha. Well i started runescape back in catholic high when i was around p4, when the guys in class were allllll so crazy over it, i, like some of you guys now, laughed loudly at them and critisized them for their immaturity, me and my friend. But then, when i went to try it out just for the purpose of seeing how lousy and stupid it is, i got hooked.. hahaha.. then my friend critisized me too.. haha

But yeah, it went all the way into sec 1 and 2, and i was the only guy in class playing it, its a stupid game honestly, but its a hell lotof fun!! haha, and imran knew i played runescape, cause every morning, i told him of my runescape escapades, lol, although he didn't know anything. One day, i forgot for whatever reason, he started a runescape account, and i was delighted, delighted is an understatement, i was overjoyed, over the moon.. so i pampered him like crazy, showered him with all the gold and riches, he must have been the easiest playing noob in the history of runescape, haha, because when you start runescape, you'll be pathetic and poor.. its all about the knowing how to make your millions, in fact, its so darn difficult to play runescape cause you have like 10-30 skills to learn and level up, and the maximum for each level is 99, which issn't alot, but there're many many things you have to do. Well i started poor and became a rich merchant, lol, made my living selling lobsters, and i have to say, i've done a pretty good job in fishing, with a fishing level of 82 and a cooking level of 81, that's quite high you know, considering the fact that the maximum level is 99, well my combat level is 74, that's quite high too, haha,

But there was just a time when i was totally crazy over it.. spending hours and hours over this stupid game, at least imran knew when to stop, lol, i didn't.. i even spent money for the membership but of course, i've stopped.. Lol, then for some reason latif joined too, and by then imran could manage well, we showered him with gifts, weapon, armoury and riches, he must have been the easiest playing noob in the history of runescape, haha.. I made it so far, but its been so long since i played runescape again, its a boring game, haha, i almost sold my account to imran's friend for 50 bucks, which i felt, wasn't enough, but haiya, i guess my account will always stay with me as part of the memories of the past. I've played this childish yet exhilarating game for about 4-5 years.. ain't it cool..

have a good time relaxing guys, haha, i still have my piano theory exam =D

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Caged

It'd be such a waste to not blog about today, days like today don't come everyday... so anyway, today was supposed to be my big day, haha, was supposed to make an announcement in front of the whole school about the pool tournament, and i wondered when mr yeo would call me up when i heard that councillor making the announcement, haha, i was quite shocked though, all that mental preparation for nothing! Then mr yeo told me i didn't go and find him so never make la, haha, but i'll still be making this friday...wahhh..

.. Yeah, let's not talk about the papers anymore, they're are frustrating enough, so after that it finally ended, the whole year's hardwork ended, not mine, though, i put in little work, haha. Then it was back to the dilemma of making such a difficult decision. You know, such a day like this comes twice a year, and in my life, i've only had 18 of such days, isn't that so little? And for most of the days, i've spent them not well, i didn't go crazy on these days. I told teck my first choice is not that place, that safra place, i'm quite sick of pool frankly, but then again, no other friend of mine had plans to do something fun and exciting, so i ended up in safra again.

When me and teck reached we realised there weren't any shirts left, all taken up, it was those sec 2 people gain, and wang yi ren. After a while, got clothing again, and we took a snooker table that is beside their table.. and that wang yi ren and his girl friend were sitting at our table and playing poker, so when i scored my first 6 points, i walked over to them and said excuse me, and had to reach uncomfortably to shift the score thingy, and i thought they'd be kind enough to shift table, but they still stayed on. I had to reach and reach a few times already, didn't they get the simplest of hints and even have a touch of humanity in them? To make it convenient for me at MY own table and actually shift to their empty table? Well, obviously they didn't get that hint, and while i was making a shot, teck walked over to have a few words with him, the girl moved, but wang yi ren stared at him, when the girl walked over, that guy said, in his thick accented chinese, ''why are you moving? stay!" what a jerk.. Well, frankly i couldn't be bothered, but teck was furious, he was sooooooo pissed that he wanted to hit him, he cursed like crazy. Well so i asked him why he was getting mad and burning joules over that jerk, then he told me he asked them nicely yet he stared at him and gave him that face, lol, there wasn't anything i could do to cool him down, he was boiling, every shot he made, he hit it thrice as hard and missed. Well, what could i do? haha, all i could do was get him to calm down and focus, if not, pot balls and hit harder so as to make the sound louder. Haha, so i did, and i pot extra hard and made extra loud sound. There wasn't anything teck nor i could do, he repeately refused us a game, i mean, its okay to refuse, but he lied that he didn't know how to play, that's a stupid lie...and i think, and all the guys in TPA agree, that's a rather cowardly act, oh even if i know someone's much better, i'd still take up the challenge, nothing much is at stake, nothing to lose, and much to gain!

So before long we got back to the pool table again and daniel once gain pestered me for a match. And i really dislike playing with him, i guess he talks to much, and maybe talking psychs me, lol, i don't like to use that as an excuse, but one will never know whether he's psyched or now. Just imagine, pool, precision is needed, total concentration needs to be given, and just when you lock yourself in a room with the cue ball and the object ball and you fade out of the world, a sentence manages to sneak in to that room, and becomes a hindrance, you never know, i always stand by my nerve theory, haha. People never know, when they're playing pool, whether they're psyched or not, when you're playing, people might say something sensitive and a nerve in your brain might burst, haha, therefore resulting in a miss, haha, i am talking nonsense, but a sentence can really really psych a person. Take kenneth and me for example, when i played with kenneth in the past, i didn't even realise he was psyching me, all i realised was that i was getting angrier and angrier, typical psyching sentences include, ''this is hexun's favorite shot, sure won't miss one.. '' And because of this, i really did miss! haha, yeah but now he doesn't talk that much, and its daniel that irritates me..

Then i just sat on the chair for like one hour plus messaging people and wei zhou and teck played, lol, it wasn't painful to watch them, the painful thing was, wei zhou started saying, ''last match okay!'' like, one hour before they stopped, and after every match, he'd laugh and say last match, and teck would just laugh and rack, lol, that's painful okay, everytime they say last match, it a good chance for me to play again, although i didn't look to play, looking at them for one and a half hours was quite boring, haha. And teck, haiya, i don't know if he was affected by wang yi ren or what, but he wasn't really his usual self, and frankly, i haven't seen his usual self for quite a long time. And wei zhou kept talking to me and i decided, i came up with a name for myself, since wei zhou kept giving me stupid names, firstly, i'm a shark now, next was hustler, and he didn't know what to call me after hustler, he named stupid names like, predator, assassin, what nonsense! People will laugh at me when they hear him calling me that, so i suggested Rosemary, haha, i guess its some kinda plant, and we all agreed, haha, wait till i get promoted, Rosemary Lee..haha

They finally ended, and daniel challenged me again, (what's wrong with him?) lol, haha, and since my hands were getting quite itchy again, i said race to 3, loser punch! haha, well i won and he had to punch, i didn't really mean it, but i wasn't really in the mood to walk over to the counter, press the bell and fork out a few pennies, then kenneth suggested we're play a round robin kinda loser punch game, which we've never done, then i said okay, which suprised him cause i rarely play loser punch with people, winner could stay. So he challenged me first and luckily i won, saved me another trip to the counter, won daniel yet again and saved yet another trip, ha, then came the tricky part, master tian. And i knew, if i couldn't break clear, i had to clear if he made just one mistake, and so fortunately, he made sooo many mistakes, but haiya, couldn't win it still, i made even more stupid mistakes, so finally i had to take that loser's path to the counter..

kenneth was telling me about the tournament, if we only got runner-up he wouldn't go on stage to claim his prize, then i said, i don't think we can win, but he was really confident, saying if we don't win, who'll win? lol, c'mon, we're not the best in the school, maybe wei zhou is, but us, i don't think so, besides, that table cannot be trusted! haha, but i don't have much confidence, besides, i told kenneth it'd be pretty funny for the organizers to claim the trophies and prizes, haha, i can imagine Mdm Chia and Mr Yeo's faces when they realise that we won, haha, they might be a little unhappy, haha. So i kenneth volunteered himself to play last and teck 2nd and me first, that's a lot of pressure! The first and second are the most important and most pressured people, oh my, honestly, i think we'd lose, which will be quite embarassing....

The exams are over! don't go crazy, start studying for your o' levels!